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Starting an art course im being legally forced to do in a new school with new people in a new place.
2 more years of my life spent with my head against the desk, I guess.
I have no motivation, any morsel of that has already been killed. My minds fucked up and chaotic but I still seem to not be interested in utilizing even one of the hundreds of ideas making it impossible for me to think.
Sorry for being so depressive. I doubt anyone will read this which is half the reason I feel like i can just rant. I promise I try not to but it's difficult when I've got no one to go to to try and figure this shit out.