Howdypardener

Hello various people who have propably found my comments amusing at some point, this is me ranting about my mental health because I do not have anywhere else to vent. So if you don't want to read that, then don't.
          	
          	
          	I might have anxiety fr
          	Might need professional help
          	I have been basically non-stop panicking for the last week or so about my own mortality.
          	I am incredibly scared.
          	I've accepted there is nothing I can do about it,
          	but I don't want to be scared.
          	I need therapy, I do
          	But I'm scared that I don't
          	I'm scared that I need to just tough up and I'll just be inconviniencing my loved ones.
          	Thank you, for reading this.
          	It helped to write it.

Howdypardener

Hello various people who have propably found my comments amusing at some point, this is me ranting about my mental health because I do not have anywhere else to vent. So if you don't want to read that, then don't.
          
          
          I might have anxiety fr
          Might need professional help
          I have been basically non-stop panicking for the last week or so about my own mortality.
          I am incredibly scared.
          I've accepted there is nothing I can do about it,
          but I don't want to be scared.
          I need therapy, I do
          But I'm scared that I don't
          I'm scared that I need to just tough up and I'll just be inconviniencing my loved ones.
          Thank you, for reading this.
          It helped to write it.

Howdypardener

It be my birthday 

fatfaggot

am I late? happy birthday though
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TitiTheBandit

@Howdypardener  oop bit late, happy birthday! Hope you have fun :D
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ImSOsoz

@ Howdypardener  it do be that way some days. I hope this birthday is a happy one
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Howdypardener

Don't read this if you don't want to see me rant about my problems
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          My phone has a neat feature that shows me the news when I scroll left from my home screen
          
          It is really unfortunate that we in Finland have a tiny little very minor fear mongering news outlet and every time I scroll too far left I get absolutely terrified and don't sleep the next night
          
          I have not had a good night's sleep in the last week
          
          I am not well