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Bru sadar danmei yg kubaca bot nya pada dis ahhahaha berasa jdi petis anjr, pdhl tertarik karna transmigrasi 

Whyd i have to explain it myself, i never ask for anything but they keep saying that don't ask,don't complain even tho i never did. It throbs, entire life, i growing up with understanding about our conditions but in the end, they pressure me to not being too much. Why?? Why me???? Im sorry, sorry that u have to pay my college, sorry that u have to spend ur money on me, how about i stopped doing it. I won't ask no more, im sorry for being such terrible child. 

I got two people in my childhood life, but none of them fulfilled my love tank. I thought now i could do this, but in the end im forever gonna be that kid whose begging for parents love, forever gonna be a lonely kid who's never felt being a loving kid to their parents. Should i say in another life then? 

I did it, I win this time. 

It's really disturbing for me, seeing my friend or other people get close to their parents, when they act like how child act around their parents, how they won't hide their feeling that's when I realize, oh that won't happen to me, never, because I almost twenty now but since I was kid, I've never received such a loving treat from my parents. Never mind, I'm an adult now, this is i am right, a kid who stand on his own feet alone. I could walk without em nor being a good person without em teaching me. 

All I want is js parents who loves me and understands me, I don't mind if we were poor at least they love me js not like this poor and being unloved child.

I could never tell em I was sleepy cz they gonna scolded me for stay awake late night even tho I didn't(｡•́︿•̀｡)
           
          

How hurt Is it when u try to change but they keep pointing ur old mistakes, imma give that 1000/10

Hell yea I'm not fw home chores 

I don't like the fact tht my parents is so broke even tho we are financial stable. But my parents let my aunt pay our food since we live in my aunt home for a few days. He never let his money out for buy something for my aunts or my cousin:/. Ashame for me