Hugekilllakillfan

Now more than ever I realize how much I miss you. How much you've been such a great help to me. You been gone for such a long time now. I wish I could see you one more time. Just one last look before I put it away. I wish I could experience every moment I ever spent with you all over again. I wish I could start over in that crumbly little music room. The first time we crossed each other's sight. The way your eyes shined. I looked into them and saw you. Just you. You always spoke of kindness and warmth. You were always the one who would put a smile on my face. You were the one, and I loved you. Now you're gone. My world is a lot less brighter than it was when you were still here. I miss you so much. More than anyone thinks I do. I didn't think I would ever meet another girl that would even compare you to. She's so kind and so full of life just like you did. I hope that I can tell you all about her when I see you again. I'll see you someday and that will be the happiest day of my life.

Hugekilllakillfan

Now more than ever I realize how much I miss you. How much you've been such a great help to me. You been gone for such a long time now. I wish I could see you one more time. Just one last look before I put it away. I wish I could experience every moment I ever spent with you all over again. I wish I could start over in that crumbly little music room. The first time we crossed each other's sight. The way your eyes shined. I looked into them and saw you. Just you. You always spoke of kindness and warmth. You were always the one who would put a smile on my face. You were the one, and I loved you. Now you're gone. My world is a lot less brighter than it was when you were still here. I miss you so much. More than anyone thinks I do. I didn't think I would ever meet another girl that would even compare you to. She's so kind and so full of life just like you did. I hope that I can tell you all about her when I see you again. I'll see you someday and that will be the happiest day of my life.

Hugekilllakillfan

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That younger me… God what an idiot… that little shit could never achieve the feats that I have. He's too weak and stupid to do anything more than write little notes to tell his crush he feels something. That's one thing he  has that I don't anymore. Besides, he's too soft to deal with the crap I take everyday. He's never gonna understand the world unless he forced it to. Good thing he's long gone. 01/21/15 Ice.Ball.