HugoIsUrMan

I'm not ready to see you go. I kind of feel like crying? I just hope you're happy, really. I mean I do WANT YOU to be happy. And you don't owe it to me to stay. But I do want you to know that if you ever feel like coming back I'm always here to talk to...

I don't want you to go. Truly. I will miss you SO much. Seems likes we've known each other for like 2 months. Buts it's almost been a year. The kind of bond we made isn't to be taken lightly. Yes there where times where maybe you were blocked but you were gone. You were still there. And I'm stalling. I'm stalling the world I words I really want to say because I want you to leave peacefully and without drama. But at the same time, I feel so badly I need to say it.

I fucking hate crying so much. So much.

I'm so scared. I'm terrified. Why does everyone expect me to be grown up. I'm still just a kid. I Wana go back to being 6 please. I miss it then. I'm so scared.

I WANNA TALK TO SOMEONE ABT HOW TF I FEEL BUT IM BEINGS SELFFISH AND LITERALLY EVERYONE SAYS ITS OKAY BUT ITS NOT I HATE TALKING ABT MYSELF SO MUCH BC IT MAKES ME FEEL SO SELF CENTERED AND I JATE BEING SELD CENTERED FUCK IT

This is so fucking stupid. I'm so not over you. Am I? Evwry time I go back to ur acc I get so...mad? But also excited? But disappointed? It's hard to describe. Dammit. Why must this be so hard still after months of being apart?

Heyy almost a whole week without venting on here! Proud of myself!

I feel this feeling again and I hate it I feel so cringe. Ew. Why did I unblock you.

Stop reporting me to wattpad. Thank you.

What was it that got me feeling this way? I'm lost and I'm gone in a different type of way its not like the past whet eibdreaded the days it just me all over again I wish I'd pass out