Huiseong

will be going in a hiatus after the apologised post for H

Huiseong

I'm sorry if I ever had troubled you at any kind of way, shapes and feelings, H. I'm sorry if I ever once had hurt you through texts or voice messages but you always let it past or get away with it and forgives me. Everything you do calms me down from rage and sadness. 
          
          Thanks to you, H, my life have been more easier to deal with as at first it was filled with stress and tiring we life but now with your help, it changes to lovely life. We may live far as you live on the south and I'm from the north in the same country, but that doesn't make my mind to get rid of all the times we created together. Your name, face and behaviour will live in my mind rent free.
          
          It's been month since we last talked or interacted in any way so I really miss you and your soothing voice just talking about your day. You and your bestie, always made my day from far but I don't know how in a single blink, everything had fallen over.
          
          You stopped interacting with me, I get it if you were busy preparing for the very big exam for us even it was a year away from you. But that does not mean I can't text you like "how was your day?" and more. But it seems like something was wrong somewhere in just a blink. 
          
          I cried for weeks and prayed to god every time to ask for forgiveness and recite the prayer with your name along as I was begging on my knees for a second chance.
          
          Last but not least H, I miss you so much. I'm on my knees preparing to beg for your forgiveness if you even asked for it. I love you H, as friends. Thank you for guiding me back to god by slowly and even gives me a lot of advices on how to deal with stressful life.
          
          sincerely,
          Mon 
          
          (hint: H was also an author here, if you read this and you know who it is even H's account, please don't spread anything personal or deep much about H in the comment. Thank you.)

Huiseong

H's works are never failed to amazed me as they were a lot of chapters in it. But I was devastated to find out when I can no longer read H's books as maybe it was selected to some people other than me? I was devastated a lot since I was a fan of H's work until H's works appears in my school works.
            
            Everytime I had a bad day, I always seek for god just like how you want me to do it and I even seek for your voice to hear it as it soothes me down by listening to voice messages months and years before and to look at your face, I just need to look at your selfies. 
            
            Thank you H for making my life better but I do upset a bit at you from the moment I can no longer interact and read your works. Thank you from the moment we first talk in first months of 2021 to now 2023.
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