Plz just call me Ash

OH LORD IM BACK BITCHES
          
          SRY IVE BEEN GONE I GOT DISTRACTED 
          
          IM STILL WRITING I PROMISE IT JUST TAKES A LONG TIME
          
          THANK YOU FOR YOUR PATIENCE 
          
          LOVE, ASH :3

Um..hi..I  was wondering if you can write another TMNT story..if you interested if I tell you my idea and I was thinking like TMNT 2012 evil clones dark turtles x female reader...of you are forward of that.

yall even watched Derry Girls
          
          its on netflix and i might write james x reader
          
          hes pretty cute and minda quiet n things, so like...
          
          should i do it???
          
          love, Ash :3

I know it 1:45 in the morning but I would like to announce that I made a new book!
          
          It’s a tmnt book! Go check it out!
          
          I’m really proud of the first chapter!
          
          Love ya, Ash :3

Btw if any of my followers like Mha (specifically the Bakusquad boys) there’s one yandere story that is so good
          
          It’s by @dearlydepartedlover and I love the story so much
          
          Go read it if you want
          
          Love, Ash :3

Omg yall im on vacationnnnnnn
          
          Also im almost finished playing Sally Face (I’m in loveeee)
          I almost criedddd

Also yall are the pictures glitching on my Zigzag x Reader story? I’m editing rn and I also posted new chapters (proud of them btw hope yall love them <3) and the pictures aren’t showing up in the editor.
          
          I really hope it is working well for everyone else, but if it isn’t, please tell me.
          
          Love, Ash :3

Bro I am OBSESSED with a new show called Mech X4 (help plz it’s a 2016 Disney show that I watched in a psych ward  I got soooo hooked)
          
          I can link the COMPLETELY LEGAL website I found the first season on if somehow this interested someone
          
          Also, if someone does end up watching it, and yall like it, I would love to write some Spyder x Reader fanfic bc he’s such a cutie ong ❤️
          
          Okay thanks, Ash ;3

Also, if I posted a book of random poems, would people read that? I like poetry, and mine isn’t the best, but I did win a single competition in my English class once, so I’m pretty confident. 
          
          It would definitely not be a scheduled posting thing though (but then again, when are any of my updates?) 
          
          Thanks, Ash

TW: VENTING ABT MY LIFE ISSUES 
          
          So, I’m going to a hospital tomorrow to get checked to see if I have to get submitted into a psych ward. I am honestly so relieved that this is finally happening because I’ve been telling my parents that I wanted to get a mental health checkup for over 2 years, but they never believed me.
          
          I think it’s crazy for my parents to say that “they care about me so much” and “they love me more than anything” when they also neglect my mental health because “it’s not a good family image if your eldest child has mental health problems.”
          
          I just wish that my parents would take their own advice. Action speaks louder than words. If you actually do care, you shouldn’t have denied and pushed away my health for this long.
          
          I, over the past few years, have tried to off myself multiple times. My brain feels like it’s plummeting off a cliff. I just wish my parents actually cared like they said they did.
          
          My mother has finally been saying “okay let’s go to the hospital now” but it’s still been half a week. Last night, she put it off because “we’re watching a movie tonight.” IS THAT WHAT MY ENTIRE LIFE IS EQUAL TO? A GOD DAMN MOVIE?!
          
          I don’t want anyone to get worried over me, but if I do stop updating my stories (minus my slow-burn story since that has to do with motivation) please don’t worry. 
          
          Thank you for reading this, and if you ever need a safe space to talk, don’t hesitate to message me or post on my community board. 
          
          Love you all, Ash :3