@Huntella Aw there's no need to apologize, we all have our seasons. If you ever need someone to talk to, please don't hesitate to message me. I know we're strangers but often times I've found that even those I don't know very well have similar experiences. And in response to feeling numb, I've been there one too many times, so I completely understand. Take care okay? Don't be upset all by yourself, reach out to someone you can trust ♡