Is it bad that I'm sad Christmas is here?
The main reason is I'm a very emotionless girl. I don't react to anything. If I do react the way I am feeling, I get hit. And today is Christmas. So I have to have a cheery smile on all day because my parents think I should squeal and grin from ear to ear if I like something. Seriously. I'm afraid I'm going to hurt myself even more from doing fake, exagerated, emotions all day.
I just want to stay in bed all day and wait until Christmas is over...