Hurricanebois

what the hell is up

Hurricanebois

(Vent) My greatest nightmare is being abandoned by my friends. Physical and Online. So many of my real friends left me. They ghost me, they treat me as a joke. Is it because of my personality, should I change? What can I do? And on the internet… it feels worse. People can just leave at any time without warning… that green circle, the conversations with friends as my comment sits dormant and lonely… I wish my friends can come back. I don’t want these times to end, it only hurts when I know that they, that I, can’t feel the same again.

Hurricanebois

(Not sure if i posted this so) I was feeling kinda down so I want to post this to see if anyone has similar experiences. My parents are very unstable.
          I'm not saying this in a mental way, but they have horrible mood swings if things go wrong or not to their liking. Like today for example where things went horrible wrong when my brother was doing his homework etc. I was helping then took a large videogame break in the middle. Now before sleeping, my mom says that 'She never say me do anything.' Which that was false, I was working around the house, and sure I took a large break but I got everything done, my weekend is my main resting time. She then said for me to place my phone in her room (why? I don't use it at night) and for me to 'study all Monday my math stuff'. It's kinda annoying because while I was brushing my teeth she was angry and talking about something that happened on Monday about my Boy Scouts that she was KINDLY UNDERSTANDING THEN. SO IT PISSES ME OFF WHEN THEY GO FROM THIS TO THAT! MAKE UP YOUR DARN MIND! And they both decide, "Hey! Let's make oblivious overstatements about our son's behavior!" They overstated my usage of swearing when they swear at us in our own house! I'm 'polite' at the house because I'm legitimately scared of them! SO I guess I am mad. Are your parents like this?

Hurricanebois

High School is a pain in the ass, especially if your parents are ramming themselves into yours as well.
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My name is Yoshikage Kira. I'm 33 years old. My house is in the northeast section of Morioh, where all the villas are, and I am not married. I work as an employee for the Kame Yu department stores, and I get home every day by 8 PM at the latest. I don't smoke, but I occasionally drink. I'm in bed by 11 PM, and make sure I get eight hours of sleep, no matter what. After having a glass of warm milk and doing about twenty minutes of stretches before going to bed, I usually have no problems sleeping until morning. Just like a baby, I wake up without any fatigue or stress in the morning. I was told there were no issues at my last check-up. I'm trying to explain that I'm a person who wishes to live a very quiet life. I take care not to trouble myself with any enemies, like winning and losing, that would cause me to lose sleep at night. That is how I deal with society, and I know that is what brings me happiness. Although, if I were to fight I wouldn't lose to anyone.