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The feeling when you have just completed a novel and you don't know what to do next, all you know is that the writer definitely loved giving us trauma as well as high standards, I feel so lost right now like what should I do next? 

OOOOMMMGGGG SOMEONE PINCH ME, I'M NOT DREAMING RIGHT??? ITS JUST ONE SELCA AND I AM GOING INSANE. OH! HOW MUCH I WISH I HAD TWITTER,  if I am not wrong then it's our first Taekook selca of 2025 right (not sure tho) 

My mum wants me to apply for some scholarship, the syllabus has 20+ chapters, I don't have problems with it, just that apart 3-4 chaps I have no idea about the other concepts. It's still the start of school year and I haven't learn any topics but she's pressuring me, saying you can do it, I believe you, there's plenty of days left (the last date is on 15th April) and when I clearly told her I can't, she started calling me how useless I am, and how I only eat and watch K-pop the whole day. I'm actually sick of it now, no matter how hard I try or how much I achieve it'll never be enough for her 

Begin ≠ Youth is such a great drama, I am really enjoying it, I love such themes and I wish more groups do such dramas or there are more mainstream dramas like this (it kinda feels like bl drama with Dogeon (RM's character) and Hwan (Jin's character) as the main couple) 

Update about my results: I CAME FIRST IN MY CLASS!!!!! 

My results are in a few minutes, and here I am reading Wangxian confession scene from the novel 

My mom out of nowhere: do you have a boyfriend in school? 
          
          Me: What? No! 
          
          She: then what are you even doing in school? 
          
          Me: Idk, maybe STUDY FOR WHICH I'M GOING THERE. 
          
          I swear she's one of the coolest mom but I wish she was this cool about my marks 

ׄ ݊⟡ ݁₊  the theme is slaying, like it's so cool

Who allowed MXTX to write such a great story and then complete it like soon I'm going to complete MDZS anime too and I have no absolute idea what to do next (I'm most likely to re-read the novel)

MY EXAMS ENDED!!! (it took them 23 days to end but they're finally over) NOW I CAN BREATHE, EAT, SLEEP, LIVE AND READ FFS, WITHOUT THE TENSION OF ANYTHING!! (results are still not done and I am damn sure that I've messed up at least in subject but still that's the future matter)