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YENGEC BURCU MU YANI O KAHPE

aminoglu

HAYIR HAYIR BABASU

ama kedi ayni senin gibi

olm bu nasil bahce amk hem tavuk var hem kediler 

I miss you in a way that doesn’t really calm down, no matter how much I try to distract myself. Sometimes it feels like the distance between us is louder than everything else. I keep thinking about you in the most random moments, like you’re just part of my day even when you’re not here. I wish I could reach through the screen and just be close to you for a while. There are moments when I just sit quietly and imagine you next to me, talking, smiling, being yourself. It’s not even about anything big, it’s just you being there that I miss the most. I don’t always say it out loud, but I think about you more than I probably should. You’ve become a habit in my mind, a comfort I reach for without realizing. Some days I just really wish distance didn’t exist between us. I want to be able to see you properly, hear you properly, just feel you here instead of far away. It’s hard to explain this feeling without sounding dramatic, but it’s real for me. You affect me in ways I didn’t expect when we first met. And now, not having you close just makes me realize it even more. I don’t know when I’ll get used to missing you like this, but I know I don’t want to lose what we have. So I’ll just keep waiting for the moment I get to see you again, maybe from the moon by our eyes meeting there. I miss your scent, your hugs, your smile, your lips and everything of you even though I never had them. 

It's weird how everything feels more quieter without you. 

sinav hakkinda uzuldugun aklima geldi☞☜

My love, I know you’re probably not feeling your best right now, and I just want you to breathe for a second while reading this. I don't want you to stress about your exams, and I want you to know that I’m really proud of you, not just for the results, but for everything you put into it. I know you’ve been under a lot of pressure lately, and it’s not easy carrying all of that at once. Even if you think you didn’t do “good enough,” I see how hard you tried, and that matters more to me than any number ever could. A 78 in math doesn’t take away your effort, your intelligence, or how capable you are in that lesson. It’s just one moment in a much bigger story, not a definition of who you are. I hope you don’t let this make you doubt yourself too much, because I definitely don’t doubt you. You’re still the same person I admire and believe in. I wish you could see yourself the way I see you when you’re stressing like this. You deserve kindness from yourself, especially on days like these. Please don’t be too harsh on yourself, okay? You’re allowed to have imperfect results and still be doing amazing. I’m still proud of you, I’m still here, and I’m not going anywhere. You don’t have to be perfect for me to care about you. You already mean more than enough as you are. Take care yeah? I looveee youuuuu ʚᥫ᭡ɞ

I know you’re still busy, and I’m not trying to rush you, I just wanted to leave this here for when you come back. I miss you a little more than I expected to, and it’s kind of funny how quiet everything feels without you. I keep catching myself thinking “he’d like this” or “I should tell him this later,” and then remembering you’re not really here right now. I hope you’re not stressing yourself out too much, and I hope you’re taking care of yourself properly. You always act like you can handle everything alone, but I hope you still remember you don’t have to. I’m really proud of you, even if I’m not there saying it in real time. I just want you to come back feeling okay, not drained. I’ll be here when you’re done, probably a little excited, probably a little dramatic about how much I missed you, but mostly just happy you’re back. So yeah… take your time, do your thing, and come back to me safe, okay? I love you. 

ozledim ozledim ozledim OZLEEDIIMMMM

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