Omg y'all I have been in the worst spot lately marching band, school, depression coming back slowly, contant stress, and the worlds lowest self esteem have been on me like a predator on prey.
I never liked myself, but I'm 15 now and my God have I gotten so horrendously hideous I so desperately wanna be better, but I'm so unmotivated, unhappy, busy, and more I feel I'm gaining weight by the minute.
I don't know what to do I just wanna cry so much it hurts to cry I don't know why I'm posting this I'm sorry I know it looks like I'm an attention needing whore and I'm sorry.