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Is it bad that I sometimes feel like the world would be better without me? Like there are times I'll see a long way down from a hike, or smth lile that. Or I'll be crossong the street and wonder what would happen if I jumped in front of a car. Or just stabbed myself, or anything like that. I always think of thongs like that, and how people would react. And in every one of those thoughts, nobody missed me.
Maybe I'll go through with it soon...