Hyrikwon

Okay so, I have been thinking about this for a long time and still don't know if I'm doing the right thing. I'm planning on taking down all of my books. Don't get me wrong, I still love k-pop and I will love it till the day I die. I still love writing, and even though I haven't been posting, I was writing books in my Google Docs. 
          	
          	Why I started thinking about taking down the books? Well, first of all, it is school. Being stuck in a loop of studying and writing tests and exams for 10 months takes all of the time, and if I have free time, I choose to spend it with my family, friends, or watching movies/dramas. I also started reading A LOT of books. I have never been a reader, but since I started writing here, I got into reading, and I no longer have time to write, or I don't have the inspiration. 
          	
          	Another reason why I'm considering on taking down the books is, in my mind, very simple. I have been thinking, 'how would I feel if I knew that people wrote books about me?' And even though it may be nothing big, and I don't write explicit content, I see how others do, and it makes me sick. And I see the comments which sometimes I can tell are from 12-years-olds (and I'm not saying it's bad to read fan-fics at that age, just the comments sometimes are... not something a 12-years-olds should write) Also, there's always one thought in my head that is just eating me from inside constantly: what if in the future I decide to do something and then this comes out (this acc) and idk ruins everything. I know it sounds stupid, when I wrote it down it sounds stupid to me, but it just keeps living in my head. 
          	
          	I still don't know if I want to and if I will for sure take the books down. Maybe I will just change the Idol's name and Y/n to another name. It just makes me sad to take the books down, which's why I'm writing this first. I have tried writing books under other names, but it didn't work for me. 
          	
          	You can write your thoughts on this one, I always read everything you guys write.

noya_fan

@Hyrikwon  author honestly? i've been looking for books which go cute soft and spice like a bit but all i see is mature books ( no disrepecting them tho ) and i found "his eyes" and let me tell u. I'M IN LOVE WITH THE BOOK. SO HONESTLY, I SUPPORT UR DECISION, WOULD BE SAD THO IF THE BOOKS WENT DOWN but just telling you? i love all ur books. i'm almost done with all of them. and maybe could u just kinda get back into writing a bit ( not forcing, js recomending tho ) but still, STAYENGENE LOVE TO YOU AUTHOR-NIM!!!
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Istanhan

@Hyrikwon I genuinely love your books and I'd feel sad if they were gone , maybe u could js log off for a few months.
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Hyrikwon

Okay so, I have been thinking about this for a long time and still don't know if I'm doing the right thing. I'm planning on taking down all of my books. Don't get me wrong, I still love k-pop and I will love it till the day I die. I still love writing, and even though I haven't been posting, I was writing books in my Google Docs. 
          
          Why I started thinking about taking down the books? Well, first of all, it is school. Being stuck in a loop of studying and writing tests and exams for 10 months takes all of the time, and if I have free time, I choose to spend it with my family, friends, or watching movies/dramas. I also started reading A LOT of books. I have never been a reader, but since I started writing here, I got into reading, and I no longer have time to write, or I don't have the inspiration. 
          
          Another reason why I'm considering on taking down the books is, in my mind, very simple. I have been thinking, 'how would I feel if I knew that people wrote books about me?' And even though it may be nothing big, and I don't write explicit content, I see how others do, and it makes me sick. And I see the comments which sometimes I can tell are from 12-years-olds (and I'm not saying it's bad to read fan-fics at that age, just the comments sometimes are... not something a 12-years-olds should write) Also, there's always one thought in my head that is just eating me from inside constantly: what if in the future I decide to do something and then this comes out (this acc) and idk ruins everything. I know it sounds stupid, when I wrote it down it sounds stupid to me, but it just keeps living in my head. 
          
          I still don't know if I want to and if I will for sure take the books down. Maybe I will just change the Idol's name and Y/n to another name. It just makes me sad to take the books down, which's why I'm writing this first. I have tried writing books under other names, but it didn't work for me. 
          
          You can write your thoughts on this one, I always read everything you guys write.

noya_fan

@Hyrikwon  author honestly? i've been looking for books which go cute soft and spice like a bit but all i see is mature books ( no disrepecting them tho ) and i found "his eyes" and let me tell u. I'M IN LOVE WITH THE BOOK. SO HONESTLY, I SUPPORT UR DECISION, WOULD BE SAD THO IF THE BOOKS WENT DOWN but just telling you? i love all ur books. i'm almost done with all of them. and maybe could u just kinda get back into writing a bit ( not forcing, js recomending tho ) but still, STAYENGENE LOVE TO YOU AUTHOR-NIM!!!
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Istanhan

@Hyrikwon I genuinely love your books and I'd feel sad if they were gone , maybe u could js log off for a few months.
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Hyrikwon

Thank you everyone who read "His Eyes"!!! Thank you sooo much for 200K reads! Luv you all saurrr much...

noya_fan

@Hyrikwon naurrrr cause honestly? that is like one of the best books on wattpad like its my no. 2 ( pls dont judge my no. 1 it's a haikyuu one) and i hope you'll keep writing tho!
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Hyrikwon

I published a new chapter of "Our Secret" and also corrected mistakes and added some stuff to the first two chapters. I'll be fixing every single "Our Secret" chapter that was already published and I'll let you know when I do that. (if you see this: [THE SPELLING AND GRAMMAR MISTAKES HAVE BEEN CORRECTED AND THE CHAPTER CONTAINS CORRECTIONS.] that means the chapter is corrected.)

Hyrikwon

Heyy guys. So I have been working on a few new chapters of "Our Secret", "My Night Star" and "His Eyes 2" but since I updated "His Eyes 2" not a long time ago I will finish the chapter later. Just a few minutes ago I was rereading "Our Secret" because, in the middle of writing a new chapter, I understood that it may not make sense so I'll update "Our Secret" a few days later than I planned because I need to change a lot in the chapter. Also, about "My Night Star": I honestly remember not much about the book so I have been rereading that too. While reading I saw A LOT of mistakes and all so I'm thinking about fixing the errors in ALL of my books (including every single one of them) I don't know if you guys get notifications when I republish an already existing chapter so I'm just letting you know that it may be that it's not a new chapter but just a fixed chapter. 
          
          I didn't think this was going to be this long of a statement but I just wanted y'all to know what I have been doing. (Also 2 new Enha books [1-jay;2-jungwon] [okay maybe heeseung too] are started;)