Hyun_lix4ever

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I never changed, u just never knew me. i try my hardest but it really sucks when no one's proud of me. i feel like everyone hates me. im not a shitty person, not really. i only have a scary exterior to ppl who dont know the real me. if u do, then u'll know im actually a really sweet person. there's really only 10 people worth living for. idk what to do with life anymore. i want an unforgettable love. someone who will make me realise that all my pain was worth it. but idk how much longer i can carry on like this. i need to find out who my fake friends are. i need to find the one closest friend who i can tell everything to. you know, i stay strong for the sake of everyone but sometimes i need someone as well. sometimes i've just been strong for too long and i have to let out all my emotions. if u think this attention seeking, go on, hate me and unfollow me. i dont need to know anyone like u. u can all hate me if u want, just as long as one person is there for me. one loyal and caring friend is enough for me. i could have a million haters and i wouldn't give a shit if that one person was there for me. but i don't have a that person. wattpad is my home so comment/txt my pin(its on my acc) if u want to be my that person. i'm sorry u had to listen to me rant but i need to vent my emotions and one way to do that is tell someone my problems. stay strong, love u all xx
          	
          	~Gayathri

Cryallate

@Hyun_lix4ever why aren't  u proud of yourself. U always should bcoz even if u didn't do well the only thing that matters is that you tried. 
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Hyun_lix4ever

@Cryallate but I'm not proud of myself ToT but thanks for ur support
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Cryallate

That is sad. Don't  worry love. You can make  it no matter how hard life is remember c'est  la vie. I always tell myself that I can always make even if no one is proud of me I'm  proud of myself and that is all that matters.  
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Hyun_lix4ever

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I never changed, u just never knew me. i try my hardest but it really sucks when no one's proud of me. i feel like everyone hates me. im not a shitty person, not really. i only have a scary exterior to ppl who dont know the real me. if u do, then u'll know im actually a really sweet person. there's really only 10 people worth living for. idk what to do with life anymore. i want an unforgettable love. someone who will make me realise that all my pain was worth it. but idk how much longer i can carry on like this. i need to find out who my fake friends are. i need to find the one closest friend who i can tell everything to. you know, i stay strong for the sake of everyone but sometimes i need someone as well. sometimes i've just been strong for too long and i have to let out all my emotions. if u think this attention seeking, go on, hate me and unfollow me. i dont need to know anyone like u. u can all hate me if u want, just as long as one person is there for me. one loyal and caring friend is enough for me. i could have a million haters and i wouldn't give a shit if that one person was there for me. but i don't have a that person. wattpad is my home so comment/txt my pin(its on my acc) if u want to be my that person. i'm sorry u had to listen to me rant but i need to vent my emotions and one way to do that is tell someone my problems. stay strong, love u all xx
          
          ~Gayathri

Cryallate

@Hyun_lix4ever why aren't  u proud of yourself. U always should bcoz even if u didn't do well the only thing that matters is that you tried. 
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Hyun_lix4ever

@Cryallate but I'm not proud of myself ToT but thanks for ur support
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Cryallate

That is sad. Don't  worry love. You can make  it no matter how hard life is remember c'est  la vie. I always tell myself that I can always make even if no one is proud of me I'm  proud of myself and that is all that matters.  
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Hyun_lix4ever

first two ppl to comment on this post get my number(only comment if u actually want my number bc otherwise its unfair) also this post is going down in 2 days

Cryallate

@Hyun_lix4ever Is it too late already    
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Jiminie7kings

The link isn't working cuz im on my phone right now not my laptop 
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Hyun_lix4ever

I js realised but tysm y'all for 26 followers. How u all doing? Stay safe, love u all sm xx

Jiminie7kings

@Hyun_lix4ever going insane 3:53am :)
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Jiminie7kings

@Hyun_lix4ever OOOOHHHHHHHH im AUSSIE 
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Hyun_lix4ever

2024 is coming to an end and i wanna share how thankful i am to all of u guys on here. Thanks @esmeedep554, ur my first friend on wattpad and i love u a lot, i hope one day we'll be able to meet. Stay strong! Thanks @official_han_jisung for existing and being someone i can always talk to.  Thanks @KiaraSuzanne for being the person who doesn't complain whenever I ask you to do smth for me, for always supporting and motivating me. Thanks @SKZBerrie for being such a wonderful and  encouraging person and whenever I talk to u, u make my day a lot more bearable. Thanks to everyone in general for being so patient and understanding towards me, your love and support means a lot and u are, very honestly, the only reason I'm existing rn. It's so hard to believe I've only been here for around 3 months, Wattpad is my home and I just knew this place was meant for me. Stay healthy and safe, have a wonderful day/night/afternoon, I love u all even after death and I hope we can all meet up sometime <3333

Hyun_lix4ever

@official_han_jisung apology not accepted because there's nothing to be sorry for xx
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official_han_jisung

@Hyun_lix4ever AHHHH OMG IM SOBBING IM SORRY I DIDN'T SEE THIS EARLIER ILYSMMM<3
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