Hyunjinasstwizlers

I’m blocking all of you. You know who you are  not actually but bruvs

Hyunjinasstwizlers

this message may be offensive 
Ima be so for real  I’m saying this here to literally no one because my friends don’t look at my accnt and yeah. But seriously I’m like really depressed I’m getting concerned I’m struggling to not relapse into old habits every day and it’s like I’m a broken record atp. I’m soooo unmotivated I feel like the fakest fucking bitch all I can do is say I’m fine or okay and right now I’m constantly being looked at by doctors and shit because of this stupid fucking thing I have and I’m in so much god damn pain ever fucking second I had to drop out of almost everything I am losing opportunities I have been looking forward to for ages and I feel like I’m losing all my friends. No I am losing them I don’t get responds to texts. As soon as I am in the group chat it is silent. I can’t eat literally feel like I will fucking die if eat but then again I’m on the level of passing out sometimes and I’m so goddamn tired and I’m fucking losing my memory so that just fucking fantastic. The best part about all of this is I will most likely forget it ever happened. I don’t remember the most basic ass things anymore. I’m so done eith everything seriously.  this is my new fav emoji
          
          
          Sorry if that was unintelligible and unnecessary I feel like I’m going crazy and needed to get a little off my chest lolol

Hyunjinasstwizlers

Please suggest because why not. 
          
          Maybe some oneshots ‍♀️
          
          I have one that’s been in the drafts for ages maybe I should get on that one‍♀️ 
          
          I’m thinking of the rest of the plot for S.A.C tehee. 
          
          What if I make death. Side character death obv. Although someone might have an injury coming up‍♀️ want a spoiler not a chance lol.
          
          “
          Just kiddin 
          
          Maybe I should bring in other idols. Who am I kidding I don’t know other idols. Do we want other idols/ships from other groups. I don’t know anyone but I can do research I guess‍↔️ 
          
          STAY bright

Hyunjinasstwizlers

New story Boss, probably gonna be my favorite. Probably gonna fix up Studio. 
          
          Update on Sweet As Cake coming soon probably.
          
           S&S is coming alonggggg. I have a long update planned for it 
          
          A lot is coming soon 
          
          I have a LOT planned but no motivation ‍ Think I’m slowly losing the battle in so many ways. 
          
          Also I have been in and out of the ER and I might have to go to the hospital soon so I will use recovery time as time to update A LOTTT I swear.
           I’ll be damned if I mentally fail and not finish all my stories. I don’t believe in high–n–dry  at least not on this app.