I'm not insane.
My reality is just different than yours.


That girl you called a slut in class today. She's a virgin. That "gay boy" you punched in the hall today. Committed suicide a few minutes ago. The boy you called poor. He has to work every night to support his family. That girl you pushed down the other day. She's already being abused at home. That girl you called fat. ...She's starving herself. The old man you made fun of cause of the ugly scars. He fought for our country. The boy you made fun of for crying. His mother is dying. You think you know them. Guess what? You don't!


I'm not anyone's first choice. I'm not anyone's favorite. People may tell me i mean a lot to them that I'm special to them but I know there is always someone they will choose over me.


Hey, how you doing? 
Well I'm doing just fine!
I lied,
I'm dying inside..


Go to sleep
Close your eyes
And dream of broken butterflies
That tore their wings against a thorn
Now you know the pain they endured
Silver metal shine so bright
Scarlet blood that feels so right
Dream of that blood trickling down
And wake up just before you drown
The moonlight shining of your tears
As you bleed out your worst fears
So tonight when you start to cry
Whisper the Cutters lullaby:

Hushabye baby your almost dead
Don't have a pulse and your pillow is red
Your family hates you 
your friends let you bleed
Sleep tight with a knife 
cause that's all you need
Rockabye baby broken and scarred
 You didn't know life would be this hard
Time to end the pain you hid so well
And down you come baby 
Straight back to HELL


   Sick
  fUcked
   tIred
     Cutting
 unImportant
      Drowning
  usEless


I'm fine
Falling Apart
Insecure
Never Enough
Empty


There will always be
A lie in 
BELIEVE
An over in
LOVER
An end in
FRIEND
And a if in
LIFE


Fake smile

Dead eyes

Scratched wrists

Bruised thighs

White pills

Rope tied

Gun loaded

SUICIDE

The link is not me