@I-Ship-It_demon-God Stay strong! I know it does not look like it, but it will get better. Even the biggest storms don't last forever.
You have 7 other siblings that are there for you. So shed the tears you need, and just be there. Even if you're going through hell, keep going. It will get better.
I know I'm just a stranger, and I may not be able to be there for you physically, but if you need a ear I'm here.
Have an amazing day.