Life's so exhausting. I can't bring myself to do much anymore, even what I used to enjoy most. I can't even bring myself to pick up a book, or leave a comment on a chapter to let it be known I read a certain piece, which I used to do since people would reply and say "You're everywhere". It was fun. It still is. I just feel lethargic everyday as of recent that I struggle to uphold even my schedule. I hope that by Christmas break, I can get my motivation to do... anything back. I miss being myself. Everything feels so gloomy and empty nowadays. Maybe it was maturity, which is why I lack the same vigor I used to carry.
I hope you all have a good day. Maybe take a break and peak out your window. Appreciate the fleeting moment life has to offer. Take in the sky; how it's painted with soft brush strokes and vivid hues while the stippled clouds drift by. Sometimes, those fleeting moments are everything because they give clarity. They offer serenity and slowness in a world so fast paced—an anchor, in a way. I hope you all will find the same peace I do in those moments, and maybe those moments can fuel your energy to make use of your time and not waste it. Do something you enjoy. Do something that makes you laugh. Do something ridiculous. Do something because you never know when you'll ever get to do it at all.
