@I-like-the-cold
Posted a story I’ve had in my drafts for the longest time. Kinda fell of the face of the earth, but here i am. No promises I’ve returned, just here till I find a reason to leave again <3
The store is called “Numb”
-Arlo-
hello old friends ~ Ashi here. hope you’re all doing well, just thought i’d check in and say hi.
- E
@I-like-the-cold helooo oh wait- happy (very late) new year!! :3 hope it's going good so far
@I-like-the-cold hi! :) I logged into my old account and saw this :) hah.. it’s already 2022.. damn
i wish i new why i can’t be here. this platform used to make me happy and now it’s just a part of my life that’s never coming back.
- E
@I-like-the-cold aww, it's not odd at all!!! It really makes me happy! I really do love chatting with you in any way possible!! Whether it be a vent or not! Always here for ya!!! :D
@iAnimeLoveri thank you for your concern. you never need to feel the need to ‘help’. this wasn’t really a cry for help anyways. more of another acknowledgment of how things have changed/lh.
@Haikyuu_stories completely off topic; but i’ve missed hearing from you to be honest. it was lovely to read this. sorry if that’s odd. eh, whatever (:
i miss when i was active on here.
-ashi
@I-like-the-cold I understand, ashi. There are some days I don't have the motivation to write, but I do have the ideas, so I write them down in a note folder on my phone. I hope you find the motivation to write once again, ashi
@Battle_life_14 it was just nice. plus i miss writing. i don’t have the motivation for it anymore.
i like ur new pfp~ :3
i’ve had enough of this bullshit
- E’s other personality
i heard my alarm go off at 6:10 and i had no idea why it was there. i started crying because it scared the absolute shit out of me. it’s still summer; just barely, so why the fuck would that happen to me.
-E
it’s 5:59am-
it hurts, but i smile when my brain thinks it needs to protect itself. even though i just wanna d!3, but apparently my brain (i refer to him as brian) thinks i need to be happy to help my “dilemma”
so currently i still feel numb, nothing but smiles. i wanna cry but that fact is so funny i could actually laugh for hours about it-
“stop crying before i give you a reason to cry” - parent years ago
now all of a sudden i can shut my emotions down before they even make an appearance; it’s quite annoying.
i wanna knife please and thank you ~
also don’t go saying shit like “oh no don’t hurt yourself, we love you don’t do anything, you have so much to live for”
mf, i don’t care. go fuck yourself/lh.
-E
p.s. brian said hi -3-
@I-like-the-cold *yeah for some reason i just smile without knowing it and other people find it creepy-* aYo i gots a knife *wAnT iT?* :0 helo briann
:not important:
when you realize the people you still randomly think about probably don’t even remember you exist
funny how that works, huh
-ashi