IAlwaysHaveToPanic

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Okay I am very behind but I just watched L.A Devotee...and WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK BRENDON. I swear to god that boy is trying to get his entire fan base in the illuminati. When I first clicked on the video I was like OMG I LOVE THIS SONG...then I watched the music video and I'm scarred. First tentacle porn in 'Don't Threaten Me With a Good Time' and now this. Well I've officially seen it all thanks to the wonderful Brendon Urie. Lets give him a round of applause ladies and gentlemen *cues clapping*
          	
          	Even though you scar me Brendon I still love ya

IAlwaysHaveToPanic

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Okay I am very behind but I just watched L.A Devotee...and WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK BRENDON. I swear to god that boy is trying to get his entire fan base in the illuminati. When I first clicked on the video I was like OMG I LOVE THIS SONG...then I watched the music video and I'm scarred. First tentacle porn in 'Don't Threaten Me With a Good Time' and now this. Well I've officially seen it all thanks to the wonderful Brendon Urie. Lets give him a round of applause ladies and gentlemen *cues clapping*
          
          Even though you scar me Brendon I still love ya

IAlwaysHaveToPanic

This is a rant.
          
          
          Okay I need to get this off my chest because I'm absolutely sick of this. I've been recently getting on here and I've been getting messages regarding my unfinished books. It's one thing to say "hey I was wondering when you're going to update" (which I'm perfectly fine with), but it's another thing to trash talk me saying how I no longer care about writing. Don't get me wrong I LOVE writing and I still am. I haven't been updating because I want to give you guys a finished book and I don't want to promise an update and then not give it to you. So please stop saying "I wish you cared more about this" or "if you don't update I am going to unfollow you". What some people don't understand is that I'm SUPER busy and I hardly have time. I'm in marching band, I finally am able to play my piano again after 6 months, I'm taking singing lessons, and I really want to dance again like I use to. I love to get messages saying how people love my books and they continue to tell me that, but I can't stand the people who are negative. I'm sorry that I had to say this but please...please just give me more time.

IAlwaysHaveToPanic

So I've hear the news of Rapmon getting injured. Or he may possibly get injured. I honestly just sighed. I was not surprised that this happened because Rapmon is well....Rapmon. I hope he's doing well and I can't wait for their comeback. (Not hating on him because I love the little Dance Prodigy)

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@LouisMyCarrot1991 it's a long story I'll talk to you about it tomorrow 
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@5sToLayInHazzasBed  Idk what we'd do without him  
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Omg this is late...but 4 days ago my life changed forever...Boy Meets Evil changed my life. I'm so pathetic right now because each day I've watched it and was in awe. HOBI WHY DID YOU FUCKING DO THIS TO ME MAN! WHAT DID I EVER DO TO YOU! And can we just take time to admire his abs. I mean like DAMN! I literally have a picture of his fine self on my phone... is this bad?

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@5sToLayInHazzasBed No omg your comments are the best. Plus I legitimately relate to them so much. It really does puss me off how people are so rude to J-Hope because 1. He most DEFINITELY is not ugly 2. He is no extra I mean seriously who would make that beautiful man an extra and 3. Anyone who is trashing Hobi can go suck it because they wouldn't know true talent if it hit them in the face. I feel like most people who "love" BTS mainly love the younger boys and neglect the older ones and it makes me sad. But on a happier note I want to say again I do love your comments
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@IAlwaysHaveToPanic I legit cried for a long time after watching it. Finally Jhope is being fully embraced before he was getting a lot of hate and people called him an extra now some of those same people who called him ugly & useless are all of a sudden his biggest fan  #FakeArmiesOutThere) he's the one person that truly brings a bright smile to my face whenever I see him. Okay i think I'm starting to get a little sappy here so I'll stop filling up your msg board with all this very soon xD I'm so looking forward to October 10th there comeback will be an early birthday present for me. And to answer your question, no, having Jhope's fine self in your phone is not a bad thing at all ^.^ 
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Okay I know that this is delayed but I've been listening to Suga's new mixtape 'Augst D' since it's came out and I think that there's something wrong with me! Like omg why must he do this!!! I'm honestly dead right now and I'm sooooo looking forward to his new MV! I'm like hardcore stalking this man and it's not healthy

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I know I was just yelling at my screen saying "boy stay in your lane!!" Probably looking as stupid as ever.
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MhmYesRightThere

OMG SAMEEE Suga seriously wrecked me its so hard to stay loyal to bts members 
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So guys I'm having a dilemma. Im still writing my story but right now it is on a different app. I always mean to transfer it and edit it but I simply can't because I literally have no time because of.....SCHOOL....lord Jesus it's like they want us to have no lives outside their stupid little homework assignments and its complete bs. Sorry if this makes no sense I needed to rant because I'm so mad I haven't been able to update. Well this is the end...even though there's more I want to rant about. I'll save that for other days. See ya my peeps.
          
          Love,
          K 

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So even though I know I shouldn't I really want to start writing a new story. Of course I will still write Demented but I had a really good idea and I don't just want to ignore it. Right now I have a lot of stories that I want to do and I have the plots down, but they aren't going to be out until I'm for sure I want them. Now back to the story. I LOVE music. I love all types of music and if my friends want me to listens to songs or genres I will give them a chance. Now one of my friends recently told me to listen to DA DA DDDAAAAAA....k-pop. I know I know when she first told me I was VERY hesitant because first of I wouldn't understand what they were saying and two I'm not the biggest fan of boy bands anymore. But I have to say when I first saw a group called BTS my heart MELTED!!! I was so jealous of their dancing and I'm pretty sure I have an Asian fetish now. Now I have to say I've been obsessing for the past 3 weeks and Jimin is my bias. Sorry sorry I'm a nerd I know. But anyways I thought of a story for BTS and one of the only reasons why is because when I tried a couple stories for BTS they had Korean words in there that I just didn't understand. So I'm going to make one that most people would understand. And if there is a Korean word I'll put in the authors note! So anyways this story might now be until winter because I want to get further into Demented. Okay I'm done now. Bye!