Shadow

im gonna delete wattpad- ;-;
          Bye, i guess-

I've had people tell me they love me and they will never leave me... Those same people don't even know my name anymore...

i have friends... But i still feel like I'm all alone...

I smile a lot, but am I really happy? No one knows...

"I pretend that I'm okay... But truth is, I'm really hurt..."

I'm thinking about making a story where I just write about my life or whatever... Kinda like a diary, I guess? 

My mom went to the doctors earlier... They said that there's a chance she could die within the next few years... There's a way to stop it, so we're gonna try that... I'm so scared that I'm gonna lose her, and I can't even talk to anyone about this because no one ever talks to me... 

I don't know if I'm okay or not...

"We care too much... Then get hurt..."

"I'm tired of acting like everything is okay"