IAmNotOkayAnymore

Why Don't people understand? I am human. Just because I have gone through a lot of tough times doesn't make me any less human than you. 
          	
          	I still smile. I still laugh. I still find it hard to believe everyone has a great life, because mine isn't so great at the moment, but just because I am sad, or upset, doesn't mean I won't feel better tomorrow. So why does everyone keep on walking away?
          	
          	Everyone gets sad, so why is it when I need people the most, there is no one around?

HypedAnxiety

@IAmNotOkayAnymore i know, that i am in no place to give you advice, but listen... I am still here, and trust me, i dont understand it either... I kinda feel the same way
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IAmNotOkayAnymore

Why Don't people understand? I am human. Just because I have gone through a lot of tough times doesn't make me any less human than you. 
          
          I still smile. I still laugh. I still find it hard to believe everyone has a great life, because mine isn't so great at the moment, but just because I am sad, or upset, doesn't mean I won't feel better tomorrow. So why does everyone keep on walking away?
          
          Everyone gets sad, so why is it when I need people the most, there is no one around?

HypedAnxiety

@IAmNotOkayAnymore i know, that i am in no place to give you advice, but listen... I am still here, and trust me, i dont understand it either... I kinda feel the same way
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IAmNotOkayAnymore

And we broke up.... But hey, it lasted a little while. It was a mutual break up, since it wasn't working out and.... Yeah.... Have a nice day..

xXMisSy_AprylleXx

@IAmNotOkayAnymore  i can hug you , sorry only virtual hug but atleast i care for you..
            
            Dont be sad okay 
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IAmNotOkayAnymore

Alright people, I need to focus on one book at a time or at least I need to focus on a more manageable number of stories. So this is what's happening to my following stories:
          
          Breaking Free But Of These chains(VK): Unpublished.
          
          You Brought Me To Life (Fairy Tail) : Unpublished and or on hold.
          
          Writing a Blank (OHSHC): Technically Complete; Not touching it for now
          
          Now That You're Gone (OHSHC): to be continued, little bit of a writers block
          
          Isolation (OHSHC): Definitely to be continued; more updates soon ;)
          
          And uh.... Those are the most important ones I guess so uh... Any quetions just ask. And any suggestions to help my writers block, I am all ears.
          
          
          
          
          
          

IAmNotOkayAnymore

I know that almost none of you probably care but, I have to get it off my chest.
          
          I am sick and tired of people coming and going. When they come they act like great friends but in the end, one way or another they make a fool of me and go running off to new people. New friends.
          
          Today I ran into my old best friend at the story, and they acted as if they didn't know me. Like they didn't see me, like I didn't exist. And all of my actual real good friends end up moving away and forgeting me. 
          
          I am sick and tired of it all. I hate every time it happens and it happens too much. Sometimes I ask myself why I can't be happy like everyone else, but if you think of it. If I were to be happy, someone else would have to be sad. And I hate feeling sad, so much I would rather be sad then have someone else be sad for me,
          
          I know this was stupid and pointless but I had to get it off my chest.

IAmNotOkayAnymore

Hey everyone, a few things have taken place in my life and have left my heart shattered into oblivion. So if stories get too dark or too deep I apologize, and if my profile stops all activity, I think you know what happened. So if this is my goodbye to all of you forever, I apologize for it being so crapy.

IAmNotOkayAnymore

@IAmNotOkayAnymore It is hard to talk about, but i apriciate the offer.
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