Do you ever think, If i k!lled myself rn. Would anyone care? i mean, apparently i was a toxic one in a relationship bc we never did "couple things" I get overwhelmed by relationship things bc 99% of the relationships ive been in where toxic so i barely understand things to do with it. I have a bf whos acctualy got pacients with me, and will help me understand. And thats why i luv him, but i just barely grasp the whole healthy relationship thing. (Ps should i upload a rant book or something bc i feel like im bothering u guys, girls, non-binarys and others, with my silly little rants)