IAmTheBard-guy

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          	 Alrighty, kids.
          	
          	Journal entry number: I
          	     I, being the confused and questioning human I am, was watching one of those dreaded Tik-Tok collection videos-- this one, in particular, was around the concept of Trans/Non-Binary people.
          	
          	I bet you can guess why I was watching that, non-existent followers.
          	
          	Anyway, at some point, I heard the unmistakable and distinguished sound of a personal childhood wedsite: Starfall
          	
          	It was the "Who Am I?" pronunciation thing (not nearly as intriguing to me as it was to the five year old me, might I add) that first caught my attention. Then, what followed.
          	
          	The question, more specifically.
          	
          	 "I am a _____ "
          	Girl?
          	Boy?
          	
          	This. This sparked some distant memory stored in the closed-off vault that is the childhood memories I wish I could forget.
          	
          	Two choices were given to me as a child. Girl or boy?
          	On this kindergarten game website, I was given a choice. Given, the options weren't extensive, but I had a choice.
          	
          	And, more often than not, I'd choose the thing I wished to be.
          	
          	...
          	
          	Remembering this reminded me of the confusion that, even as a child, I faced.
          	
          	The other kids would ask me, of their own curiosity, if I would have rather be the opposite of what I biologically am.
          	
          	When I answered, they would often gasp, or make a face, and I never understood why. It was a question and I had a direct answer. Did I answer wrong?
          	
          	I had no one to go to with my own curiosity. I was unaware that, even if I did, I could be faced with more things that I couldn't have possibly understood, much less combat.
          	I'll never know for sure what would've happened, and I have to wonder what would've happened if I didn't keep it to myself.
          	
          	...
          	
          	One fucking Tik-Tok brought me back.
          	
          	Now, if you, my totally-existing followers, would excuse me... I need to go fool around on Starfall.

IAmTheBard-guy

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           Alrighty, kids.
          
          Journal entry number: I
               I, being the confused and questioning human I am, was watching one of those dreaded Tik-Tok collection videos-- this one, in particular, was around the concept of Trans/Non-Binary people.
          
          I bet you can guess why I was watching that, non-existent followers.
          
          Anyway, at some point, I heard the unmistakable and distinguished sound of a personal childhood wedsite: Starfall
          
          It was the "Who Am I?" pronunciation thing (not nearly as intriguing to me as it was to the five year old me, might I add) that first caught my attention. Then, what followed.
          
          The question, more specifically.
          
           "I am a _____ "
          Girl?
          Boy?
          
          This. This sparked some distant memory stored in the closed-off vault that is the childhood memories I wish I could forget.
          
          Two choices were given to me as a child. Girl or boy?
          On this kindergarten game website, I was given a choice. Given, the options weren't extensive, but I had a choice.
          
          And, more often than not, I'd choose the thing I wished to be.
          
          ...
          
          Remembering this reminded me of the confusion that, even as a child, I faced.
          
          The other kids would ask me, of their own curiosity, if I would have rather be the opposite of what I biologically am.
          
          When I answered, they would often gasp, or make a face, and I never understood why. It was a question and I had a direct answer. Did I answer wrong?
          
          I had no one to go to with my own curiosity. I was unaware that, even if I did, I could be faced with more things that I couldn't have possibly understood, much less combat.
          I'll never know for sure what would've happened, and I have to wonder what would've happened if I didn't keep it to myself.
          
          ...
          
          One fucking Tik-Tok brought me back.
          
          Now, if you, my totally-existing followers, would excuse me... I need to go fool around on Starfall.