Bee

Hey...
          
          I like to look back at this account sometimes...I'm an adult now, living out my college days. It's honestly so interesting to see what I used to do during Covid. No matter how cringe, I can accept that this is just how I was, and probably still am tbh (to be cringe is to be free). 
          As a little update, I still love anime, but I have since branched out exponentially to things like manga, manhwas, novels, musicals, animations, and so on. There are so many mediums I want to consume, so many fandoms I want to enjoy! 
          Anyways, I just wanted to leave this here as a checkpoint in my own life, and maybe even as a checkpoint to anyone who might also be looking back on everything. I am very proud of myself for making it this far, even when I thought about ending this experience called life early. I may not be active anymore, but maybe I'll make a similar post in a different era of my life.
          I can't believe it's been almost 6 years of actually having this account. Thank you to anyone and everyone who interacted with this lonely teen, and I wish everyone prosperity in their future endeavors! 
          
          Sincerely, Bee ♡

Anyone wanna talk to me? I’m bored as hell...

Oop-
           seems I’m moving again

This past week has been a struggle. On Sunday I for got to charge my phone that night and my alarm for school didn’t go off. I missed my first three classes and ended up being assigned tons of HW. I also have a project that is due tomorrow and I haven’t even started building it. All of my HW is due tomorrow as well. T-T On a happy note, I have gotten like 3 or 4 essays/assignments done and I think I am in the right track.

Welp, I did it. I am finally going to continue my story that was in my last account. Check it out if you ever have the time to, it would mean a lot!❤️ I have only posted the prologue so far but I might post two more chapters tomorrow  or tonight.

It’s been a while...

Story Time:
           When I was traveling to Colorado from Iowa I was doing fine until some of the last days of driving there. I just couldn’t stop crying and being sad. Then when we got a house and I started online school, I just kinda felt...empty. I missed my friends & the place I used to call home. I have moved to different places all my life because my dad is in the military, but it didn’t hit as hard as it did this time...

Story Time:
          When I was younger I tied a rope to my fan and to my neck. I wanted to see what it would do (I didn’t know what would happen). I was standing on my bed and was about to go off of it but I stopped because I didn’t want to break my fan. My parents found out because there was a mark around my neck and grounded me. They had to put ointment on it daily for about 2 weeks(?) I went to school some of those days and I realized some other kids were staring at me, but no one asked about it. Now that I’m a lot older, I finally realize why they were so mad at me...

My goodness, I have 18 subs!?!?! This is amazing! Thanks y’all! ❤️

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