“What’s on your mind?”
Well, a lot of things to say the least. Today’s my birthday and I’ve had the question running through my mind of why I feel like a pile of shît? Shouldn’t I be happy? Shouldn’t I feel like a princess or some shît? But why is it that the only emotion I can feel is despair? So much is on my mind, like where my next cut will be or when is the next time I’ll cry? How will I carry out my plan and with what weapon of choice? So many questions yet little to no answers. There isn’t a single thing wrong with today or the people around that fills my body with impending depression. But yet, I feel as if everything is wrong. I’m wrong. I don’t know what to say or where this was ever going but this took a small pinch of pressure off my overflowing shoulders. I expect nobody to read this cause this isn’t meant for anyone. Just myself. It’s a reminder and a note, not sure what for or what it’s about but here it is. So here you go.
