IGGYisINSANEK05LC

Those who read the below message please pass it on to anyone of our mutual friends I forgot or didn't have time to tag, if @Theultimatedemigod came back under a different username or you guys have any updates on the situation that would be appreciated, thanks. I luv and miss you guys so much, talk next July but hopefully sooner!

MESSAGE FROM @IGGYisINSANEK05LC Please read all the way through!
          
          Sry, I haven't responded to anything. This is my old account, as some of you may or may not know. I'm using it to go on my current account's message board bc one of my best friends, the one I trusted with my secret, ratted me out. The browser I was using to access this account has been deleted, and so has the fake Google account I created to set up the Wattpad account. I love you all so much, but I have no way of getting back into that account till I'm 13 and parental controls get disabled. I might be able to occasionally log on to this old account, but it's risky, so I probably won't be online almost ever.
          See you next July when I turn thirteen i guess.  Love you!

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          You are amazing  
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          You are beautiful  
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          You are enough  
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          You are important  
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          You matter  
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          You are strong  
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          You are not alone  
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          You deserve to be heard and seen  
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          You are loved  
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          You are needed  
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          You are perfect just the way you are  
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          I will never leave you  
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          Drink and eat enough  
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          I am proud of you  
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          I love you
          
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          Do this. Right now.  
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          If you are reading this, the person who sent it cares about you.
          
          You mean a lot to them.
          
          It also means they like books (or mangos)
          
          A lot of books (or mangos).
          
          Hey.
          
          Do you wanna play a game?
          
          Annoy as many people as humanly possible with this.
          
          Make it travel throughout Wattpad.
          
          Or else there will be no good fan fiction about your favourite fandom.
          
          For the entire year.
          
          Your crush will realize they love you whenever they do.
          
          This thing can't control that.
          
          Make sure you send it to at least 12 pookies of yours.
          
          I should get a lot of these back.
          
          Remember, only send this if you like books (or mangos)
          
          Everybody loves you.
          
          Toot-a-loo!!!
          
          ORIGINAL POSTER: L0rd_Hunkyhair- Mwahaahahaha!

My siblings are listening to night falls again  at least it's not as loud as earlier since they are downstairs instead of upstairs cleaning.

Not to be annoying but I've checked a bunch of tips and tricks books and I haven't found this anywhere, I'm probably a horrible writer for not knowing this and it's not on there bc everyone already knows but currently that's not working for me. Usually a main arc and outline pop into my head along with the idea for the story but that's not happening with my current project. Does anyone know how to come up with an arc when all you've thought of is the main characters and inciting incident but don't have an arc, character development ideas, villains, etc? If you have advice please share or if there aren't any ways to just think of one if you haven't and I need to give up if I can't think of one then you can say that too just any advice please.

Help my siblings are listening to music but it's really loud because they are using the living room TV and are cleaning on the second floor where I am in my bedroom and that was fun when I could hear queen of mean even with my door shut but then I went downstairs to get a drink and I hurt my eardrums but their fine now so I don't care but then the song changes and I just heard "SUIT OF ARMOR STRONG AND TRUE MAKE THIS METAL BUST A MOVE" WAAAAYYYYY Louder than I ever needed to, how many of us listened to that with a straight face as children baffles me.

hi :)
          im so sorry yr not feeling amazing. 
          i just want you to know that we’re/im here for you. :)
          i hope that you have a wonderful day. :)

(don't mind how bad it is this is just me hating myself and my life and my world and parodying a song I like at the same time) (for clarification I don't hate you guys, I'm talking about other people not yall wattpad is honestly the only place I feel half OK in anymore, well except for books but I'm too gosh darn exhausted cuz of my stupid useless self to read anything!) 
          Oh everybody's telling me that I'm doing so well
          I kinda hate them honestly it's not their job to tell
          If I need work or I need rest to try my best to try my best
          I'm only two months into twelve years and I feel I'm so behind
          And there's this girl that's called my mother but it doesn't really sit with me quite right cause she doesn't really help me when I need
          And I keep accidentally having panic attacks in the middle of the night and I wake up kinda late and I wake up kinda alone and I wake up kinda tired and I don't know if I will live till I am old
          Everybody's telling me that I'm doing so well
          I kinda hate them honestly it's not their job to tell
          If I need work or I need rest to try my best to try my best

I'm sorry I'm too useless to update for you guys. I wish I wasn't too useless to do my schoolwork or clean my room, but I am. I'm even too useless to write this and post it for other people to see without lots of hesitation. I thought taking a break was a good idea, but then one day I just quickly checked my notifications for fun. I see that one of my best friends is now completely disappeared from wattpad, I'm sure she isn't dead but that doesn't make it much easier for me, I really missed and still miss Theultimatedemigod and I kinda hate life, I've just had no reason to write or log on.
          I really really wish I could make myself write, both for me and for you guys but I really really can't and I don't know what to do, I was taking a walk with one of my best friends today and I I just couldn't do it I was freaking out and every step was. I'm good at disguising my feelings, I've had to be to keep people from trying to help or from worrying, on the inside I was tripping out, spiraling, panicking, my senses were heightened and everything even the steps of my feet were a sensory issue, but on the outside, you wouldn't have noticed anything. For some reason I decided to try to talk to her, my friend I mean, I asked her who of our friends had the most mental issues and she said her immediately, she then proceeded to tell me I wasn't even an option basically and I I just said 'oh I know I was thinking ya know (other friends name) is too perfect she has to be hiding something, I know it's you though I was just joking mostly.' 
          I said that! I hate myself and HATE this this thing I have about opening up I really really wish I had never been born honestly. But as I've said I'm too much of a coward to take my life, which is funny because it would be soooooooo easy just to wait till everyone is asleep and go to the bathroom, turn on the shower and just  --- but I can't because I'm afraid of pain! So I'm just stuck here suffering. Well that wasmy night&I hope u had a better one