IGGYisINSANEK05LC

I no longer have access to the book I was making for life updates, so unfortunately, I will be doing them on my account's message board. So basically my mental health is now so bad that it's affecting my eating so I usually eat once a day plus snacking on candy I don't even want to eat but I think I usually would want to eat so I just eat it, I don't know if that makes sense to anyone but I don't know how to elaborate so yeah. From the outside looking in you might think I'm on a health kick, eating mostly eggs which are protein rich, trying to get into smoothies again, it might seem like I'm dieting or something ig, but in reality, I eat the eggs because I know my body needs fuel and their the only thing slightly tolerable, I'm on a smoothie kick because the thought of eAtInG my food makes me want to hurl, basically I know I want something but my constant anxiety is making it so I literally cannot understand my craving cues nor enjoy eating anything, I have to force myself to eat anything other than eggs and sometimes those too, and when I don't I still get no pleasure in the sustanince. One of my friends, the one I thought I could trust ratted me out to my parents so now I can't talk to you guys for the support I need, at least not as easily or often, and the friend who was helping me through it is now leaking everything I say about my mom to my mom, in front of my face, after telling me (this was the reason I even opened up about my mom at all) that she was only friends with my mom so she wouldn't be in as much trouble! I miss you guys oh so much. Please tell me you miss me too, bc every time I manage to sneak on here, no one has even acknowledged my existence. I had what I think was a panic attack in public last Tuesday and I have more to say but I'm pretty much out of characters to talk with 
          @dat_dam_keeper
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          @LordDex121
          @JessWarnerRedden

If I manage to gather the courage to go on Wattpad again and check the message board only for no one to have even acknowledged my existence or sudden disappearance at all one more time, I think I might just quit Wattpad for good, even when I turn thirteen and can get on without fear of parental controls! I'm going to freaken lose it. I was going to update y'all on my terrible past few days and mental state, but I'm legit done, not to act like a big baby, but sometimes you are just so distressed you need to act like a baby, and I know you know, so please don't judge, but whatever. See ya I guess.

Those who read the below message please pass it on to anyone of our mutual friends I forgot or didn't have time to tag, if @Theultimatedemigod came back under a different username or you guys have any updates on the situation that would be appreciated, thanks. I luv and miss you guys so much, talk next July but hopefully sooner!

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          Sry, I haven't responded to anything. This is my old account, as some of you may or may not know. I'm using it to go on my current account's message board bc one of my best friends, the one I trusted with my secret, ratted me out. The browser I was using to access this account has been deleted, and so has the fake Google account I created to set up the Wattpad account. I love you all so much, but I have no way of getting back into that account till I'm 13 and parental controls get disabled. I might be able to occasionally log on to this old account, but it's risky, so I probably won't be online almost ever.
          See you next July when I turn thirteen i guess.  Love you!

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My siblings are listening to night falls again  at least it's not as loud as earlier since they are downstairs instead of upstairs cleaning.

Not to be annoying but I've checked a bunch of tips and tricks books and I haven't found this anywhere, I'm probably a horrible writer for not knowing this and it's not on there bc everyone already knows but currently that's not working for me. Usually a main arc and outline pop into my head along with the idea for the story but that's not happening with my current project. Does anyone know how to come up with an arc when all you've thought of is the main characters and inciting incident but don't have an arc, character development ideas, villains, etc? If you have advice please share or if there aren't any ways to just think of one if you haven't and I need to give up if I can't think of one then you can say that too just any advice please.

Help my siblings are listening to music but it's really loud because they are using the living room TV and are cleaning on the second floor where I am in my bedroom and that was fun when I could hear queen of mean even with my door shut but then I went downstairs to get a drink and I hurt my eardrums but their fine now so I don't care but then the song changes and I just heard "SUIT OF ARMOR STRONG AND TRUE MAKE THIS METAL BUST A MOVE" WAAAAYYYYY Louder than I ever needed to, how many of us listened to that with a straight face as children baffles me.

hi :)
          im so sorry yr not feeling amazing. 
          i just want you to know that we’re/im here for you. :)
          i hope that you have a wonderful day. :)