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Well everyone. It's been fun. It was a hell of a blast when it lasted and when I was actually into this. But alas, I'm moving on to *hopefully* bigger and better things. As always, try your best to keep smilin'

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Depression...what is depression?
          
          Well. Depression is like drowning while watching everyone around you breathe just fine. Depression is taking on other people's problems while hiding your own. Depression is crying at night, just wishing God would take everything away right then and there. Depression...depression is something I wouldn't wish upon my worst enemy. It makes you want to just lay in bed, not showering, not eating. Depression is saying you're fine. Even though you want to scream, shout, and cry. It's putting on a fake smile every day so people won't worry about you. Depression is....it's worse than terminal cancer. With cancer, at least you can attempt to be happy and surrounded be people who love you. People who know what's going on. Depression is like feeling alone no matter how many people are around you. It's like having a constant numb feeling.