Even though my guilty conscience harrases me all the time...Whenever I think about Camren and Jenlisa (only ships I've invested in for now) , and how I am crossing a line in their personal life by using an imaginary world. I am grateful that I got to read and understand the mindset of different types of characters. I love how the authors make me feel something, how they make me bawl my eyes out, or how they make me frustrated or even numb.+ve or -ve I love all of it. I could say it changes my real life interactions and my decisions with the around me. I love it when I realise that ' oh the last month / last year me would have reacted in some other way ' I am grateful for that. Even though I don't like changes in my life, I love changes in me. I love and crave the feeling. ❤