IJustWantDistraction

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I just had a fucking breakdown right after I woke up or should I say I woke up for that . It's the fact that none of my family members actually care about my mental health? It's the fact that all they care about is stupid money, status and the name-which I don't give a fuck about? I just wanna be happy. I hate being home. I'm waiting for the colleges to start so that I can go far away from this hell hole. They suck all the happiness from me. 

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IJustWantDistraction

this message may be offensive
I just had a fucking breakdown right after I woke up or should I say I woke up for that . It's the fact that none of my family members actually care about my mental health? It's the fact that all they care about is stupid money, status and the name-which I don't give a fuck about? I just wanna be happy. I hate being home. I'm waiting for the colleges to start so that I can go far away from this hell hole. They suck all the happiness from me. 

IJustWantDistraction

Even though my guilty conscience harrases me all the time...Whenever I think about Camren and Jenlisa (only ships I've invested in for now) , and how I am crossing a line in their personal life by using an imaginary world. I am grateful that I got to read and understand the mindset of different types of characters. I love how the authors make me feel something, how they make me bawl my eyes out, or how they make me frustrated or even numb.+ve or -ve I love all of it. I could say it changes my real life interactions and my decisions with the around me. I love it when I realise that ' oh the last month / last year me would have reacted in some other way ' I am grateful for that. Even though I don't like changes in my life, I love changes in me. I love and crave the feeling. ❤

IJustWantDistraction

@Dragonsndunicorns ^* with the people around me. UGHH I HATE TYPOS 
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