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im js gonna vent here cuz nobody sees it anyways
im tired. life ACTUALLY sucks and i cant get a break. im literally with my best friend and i feel like a ghost in my own body.
its the holidays, im supposed to be happy, yet all this SHIT keeps blowing up in my face. i cant even enjoy friday with my friends cuz we're fucking BROKE cuz of a DAMN divorce.
my friends think its so easy "oh why dont you buy this" CUZ SOME PEOPLE ARENT AS FORUNATE AS YOU GOD DAMN IT!! it makes me mad.
then people decide to make decisions for me. "oh youre not active that much so im js gonna kick you out" like dude i have SCHOOL!! we live in different TIME ZONES! like omfg its so annoying!
EVERYTIME im active people magically disappear, and im over it.
i cant do things i want because of this divorce, and people dont understand that i cant just buy the whole world like they can.
i try to be the peacemaker for THEIR problems, and end up having a target on my back for THEM. and then they hate me for helping. like your welcome, now my mental health is FUCKED up because you cant use your fucking brain and solve your own problems.
ANYGAYS
how are youuuu
i shall update after i cry in the shower (its gonna be at like midnight my time its 4:43 pm for me rn)