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damn this thing changed a lot since i left. i figured i’d update about my life! my boyfriend and i are doing really well, our 5 months is on july 4th :)). i got into college so i should be going next month to study environmental science. i turned 19 on june 8th so that’s been fun. i feel old lmao. i’ve applied to a bunch of jobs because i quit my last one. i went to the doc today and she upped my dosage of zoloft cuz it’s not working and i’m getting a psychiatrist soon. smokey is doing great :) he’s still a little wiener. my boyfriend had a great interview today for a job that pays $17 an hour and if he gets it, he’s gonna come visit me which is super exciting. he means the absolute world to me. im still struggling with my mental health, but i think being away from wattpad has helped a bit. i really don’t miss this thing lmao. i just downloaded it to see what’s going on and figured i’d give an update. i’m deleting this right after so i’m sorry if i don’t reply or anything. i hope everyone is doing alright!! 

Miss you

hey so i wanted to say that i am officially deleting this app. my account will stay up but i won’t be on here anymore. thank you to the people who made the few years i’ve been on here great. i’m growing and i no longer have interest in being on here. thank you all
          
          much love,
          kai <3

my bf is 21 today :)) i love him so much 

everyone stay safe please. the virus is not something to joke about or put off anymore. it’s getting bad, and it’s gonna get worse. stay home, wash your hands, don’t be dumb. if you feel sick, you should especially stay home. america will soon be on full lockdown and quarantine. many other countries already are. this is serious. more than 2 million are gonna die from this, and many many more infected. quarantine and lockdown sounds so scary, and it is, but it’s for the best. we stop the spread of the virus, we can treat the patients that already have it, and things can go back to normal. and i hope they do go back to normal soon. but you guys have to listen. stay home. don’t put yourself or anyone else at risk. i love you guys, i want all of you to be safe and healthy. be careful. 

hey guys, i’ve decided that i’m gonna be on a semi-hiatus until further notice. i have no interest on being on here anymore and the only reason i’m not leaving for good is because i have some friends on here that i’d miss too much. i’ll only be on here to respond to a few people. i feel like i’m just moving on from everything on here. i hope you guys understand. love you <3

i’m here to inform you that tim curry in the 70’s could run me the fuck over and i’d say thank you. that is all 

rosie is gonna have the best goddamn parents any kid could ask for. i’m glad they’re all happy and healthy

happy valentine’s day 

i think i’m really falling for someone. he’s so nice, but he says he’s only sweet to me which makes me uwu. he’s so cute and his hair is so fluffy and i just wanna play with it but he lives 15 hours away :( he’s trans but i literally dint give a shit cuz he’s the boy-est boy to me :)) we’ve been talking for almost 3 weeks straight on snap and yesterday he said he was kinda sweet on me and i almost criEd he’s so cute. he always calls me “luv bug” or “sweet thang” and it always makes me smile and feel all tingly inside. he said the same thing too! he said he’s been smiling a lot more since talking to me and that made me very happy. i wish he didn’t live so far away. he tells me all the time how if i ever needed anything he’d find a way to tennessee and i just,,, he’s the sweetest person i’ve ever met and even if it’s only to me, he’s still super sweet. i’ve never wanted to live in texas more in my lifE. he constantly calls me cute and beautiful and earlier today he called me gorgeous and i almost fainted. he said “how are you so fucking gorgeous you make me heart squeeze” and i wanted to be like mARRY ME but i didn’t huehue. i met him on a dating app (yes sh im dumb i know) and he’s 2 years older than me and he thinks my stuffie is super cute!!!! i know three weeks isn’t a long time but i really feel a connection with him and :((