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After all these years of eating bread, cakes, biscuits, lollies and such, my body has decided that it does not want gluten ANYMORE and has decided to become fully celiac! wow thanks buddy really helpful! Anyways, I'm 18 now on this very day so I want to say a big thank you to all the people who will most likely never see this and have moved on from this website/app. You are all the most "like-me" people I will ever meet- well text or read comments because you all helped me through really tough times in my life. and now I'm 18 years old. I didn't think I'd make it this far I thought I'd be stuck in a mindless loop and a forever childhood. but now my school years are coming to an end, my job is giving more hours.. (fuck you Cheryl) and I'm beginning to see my parents less with visiting my boyfriend at his flat.. its all making me realize how much I wish I cherished my childhood. mor Ethan I realized. even though there were tough days.. childish.. and all, I remember adults saying I'll want to go back to the older days when I was "younger". and I'd brush it off. but even though I'm a very young adult its all crashed into me with realising I can look behind me and see all younger versions of myself. all feeling like different people. even now I'm choosing to have a quiet birthday night at my parents night. on my computer listening to a VERY old ancient 2021 playlist and on Wattpad. the nights like these were always the best because I was there to hang and enjoy my freedom of curiosity, peacefulness, and independence. feeling like an adult reading and staying up late. gosh the internet is weird. this all probably makes no sense to read. I'm not reading this over what's so ever. I just need to blurt all my thoughts onto SOMETHING. ts 11:33pm right now.. well I don't know what else to say I'm just going to enjoy my night and I hope who ever reads this weather they're young or older than me, knows that not everyone has it figured out! and that's okay. your okay youarepower