ILeftBed

I just need Somewhere to vent. I feel so horrible. 
          	I have to be strong but I can anymore it's so hard to not burst into tears yet i can't get it all out. I dread the next day. I don't want another day to happen. I'm so tired, I just want to be normal. I don't want to learn more about the world. I'm scared to just exist. 

ILeftBed

I just need Somewhere to vent. I feel so horrible. 
          I have to be strong but I can anymore it's so hard to not burst into tears yet i can't get it all out. I dread the next day. I don't want another day to happen. I'm so tired, I just want to be normal. I don't want to learn more about the world. I'm scared to just exist. 

ILeftBed

I just woke up from my saddest dream ever. 
          
          
          
          So, I'm in a room doing my work when i vet handed a note. I open it and start to read it and it turns out that the girl who gave me the letter was confessing her love for me, but she's scared her parents might not approve of the relationship. For some god forsaken reason i try to reject her (god she was so cute) and she looked so sad. I then said that although I don't love her we could try it out and then go on from there, and she looked ecstatic. 
          
          
          I woke up before I could go on the first date. 

ILeftBed

Im so mad rn. The pro-lifers are stupid for thinking a glob of cells is human. Some think Christianity supports this. I'M Christian, an I have enough common sense to know it's not true. They care more about the fetus than the mom but the second it's born all of a sudden it's not their problem. I lived in America for so long. I left and I'm sick of all that's happened while I'm gone. I have family there I'm scared for them. I'm scared that this god forsaken country will take away all of the women's rights, and that they'll be treated worse than the dirt they step on. Americans please, help us. if I can't have a choice then men don't deserve them either. You know what the court wants? To have control over women. They don't care about the 'potential life' they just want the women to bend over to their commands. And the women who are pro-lifers, god forbid you have rights either, because the men are saying this applies to you too. We're forced to be mothers, shunned when we abandon the child and yet the men can do as they please. For f*cks sake at the rate America is progressing a gun, a f*cking GUN will have more rights than anyone with a uterus. When I was young I had the illusion that America was the land of the free. Now I see that the eagle they show us has been trained to lie.

ILeftBed

PTSD, Anxiety, Crippling depression there is no question you should kill me~

ILeftBed

@SalazarsHair no no, bring them. they're welcome here
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