HamSandwich

This account is pretty much dead, I havent been on wattpad for months and I don't plan on ever coming back really, I am now only on ao3, so if you really want my attention for some reason maybe follow me, it's the only way that I'll get notified and comment on my profile and maybe I'll see it,
          Welp, bye

After being off of wattpad for around a month, I have returned, I'll try to update my quirk ideas soon!

I accidentally tapped on your comment and I like your name so... Hi

I think I just realized that some people may read my not so little rants and decide to comment on them like how when some people talk about certain things that make others uncomfortable they just ignore it, I'm gonna talk about how I want to be perceived online now! I really want people to think that I'm not a human! I think I would like to be perceived as a being with immense knowledge or just a somehow aware ham sandwich, why did auto correct just try to capitalize Ham? Why does it capitalize Ham of all things!? I don't capitalize it on such a regular basis that it should be in autocorrect, I think I've only capitalized it when I was typing my username and I don't do that too often.

I find it amusing that I have drifted away from the mha Fandom a bit and now all I have been reading are sbi fanfics, because I like the idea of a found family because I wasn't show much affection from anyone, so now I have abandonment issues and trust issues which very much so get in the way of me trying to form relationships with others, I like having a place to just voice my thoughts without anyone being able to connect it to myself because again trust issues and abandonment issues, I'm kinda worried that with how much I've been grabbing my neck that it might leave a mark that I can't cover up and i don't want to explain to people that I have weird habits that I do when I'm alone because nobody can judge me, I think it's referred to as unmasking because I'm pretty sure that I'm neruodivergent and pair that with anxiety I feel like I can never be myself around other people

I'm writing an essay! This essay is due tomorrow! I need one more topic and to finish one of the other started topics! My brain is hardly comprehending much right now other than fanfictions! This essay is for finals! If I fuck this up too badly I might fail this class! I'm not even sure what overall grade you need to fail a class, but I don't want to get yelled at!

I haven't read any fanfics on wattpad for like a week, I've been on ao3! The main reason why I'm putting this here is because I really don't want to post anything where other people I know irl can connect it to me, that is because I have a fear of people who I consider to be friends finding what I post and deciding that they dont want to be friends with me anymore, aka abandonment issues! With my trust issues and lack of understanding most social stuff and my lack of understanding how to accurately show my emotions so others around me can understand them, making friends can be difficult. I'm pretty sure I'm neruodivergent! I had 2 full glasses of apple juice today! I really like apple juice! I really don't care if someone reads all of this, if they do then good for them? I really don't understand why I have 35 followers. I kinda want to know what song Spotify has decided to play right now but I'm too scared that all of this will be deleted so I will ignore my curiosity. Oh wait, I know this song! Apathy by Lovejoy! So I'm glad that I didn't have to end up probably deleting all of this to sedate my curiosity. I'm going to make a list of all the foods that I know are "safe foods" for no particular reason that I can think of, I really like chicken nuggets! And apple juice! I wonder what age others on this platform think I am. Sometimes I wish to punt myself into the sun! But then I remember that would be quite difficult to even achieve flying anything into the sun, and that it would take much less energy to fly something to Pluto, my phone just shut off and I was very scared that all of this would've been deleted. Most of the time when I'm scared most of my muscles like scrunch up and sometimes if it's cold as well it can be painful. I wonder what gender people perceive me to be. I like to question things! I don't like being forgotten about, it happens too often.

3rd time I've been a dumbass and written out a paragraph on this website and somehow ending up with the entire thing gone, my phone has the keyboard thing where you can slide your finger around the screen and you get a word, I cam use that to spell gopher, advantage, and probably many other words, but I am unable to spell my first name, which is a fairly common first name and very short

I am trying to open a bottle of tea and I can't open it, Curse my weak hands

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