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I leave for 1 month and return to 41 notifications comprised completely of announcements and updates. Damn.

I want a dad that’s says stuff like ‘you like girls? We have so much in common!’ 
          
          
          (Yes I’m rewatching Hazbin Hotel)

Where can I get help? I just need to vent and no one listens to me. I need someone who loves me. My parents don’t, I don’t have any more friends, and my siblings are too young to understand that I am going to hurt myself if someone doesn’t help me

My dad just sat and tried to convince me that I was faking my anxiety to get out of stuff. He also took me out of therapy and said what I needed was ‘tough love’ I’m actually scared. I’m losing everything, everything is changing and changes are my biggest trigger, I don’t know how to survive this. All my friends are gone, the one I do have isn’t replying, my parents are abusive, my siblings can’t do anything. I don’t know how to find love. I need anything, I don’t care who it is I just don’t have anyone to give me love and I’m stuck in a cycle of hate and I need help. I don’t think I can live like this. Please, someone help me, I don’t know where to go from here.

I used to think I was bisexual until I watched my brother play apex legends. Bloodhound made me panromantic.

I need a little help. 
          
          I don’t really know how to react to the fact that I only found out a week ago that my parents are abusive, only emotionally luckily, I’m not getting hit, but it gets so bad that it caused most of my trauma and the healing is taking so long it honestly feels like it’ll never happen, and I’m already in the middle of a small identity crisis because I don’t know what I like to do. What do I do??

online carolling po
          we wish you a merry christmas we wish you a merry christmas
          we wish you a maerry christmas and a happu new year
          ne ne ne ne ne blah blah blah blah blah yada yada yada yada yada bleh bleh bleh bleh
          we wish you a merry christmas we wish you a merry christmas we wish you a merry christmas and a happy new year
          spread this to your friends or classmates, or even relatives
          sending this message to a GC is cheating! merry christmas and happy new year!!!
          [ started by SassyDango ]

It was just wonderful trying to explain why I love the goth aesthetic to my dad without just telling him I think goth girls are attractive, he’d think I’m so weird for not liking normal girls 

I just realized how easy it is/was for someone to convince people around me I’m a pervert. When my homophobic classmate found out I was pan, he started following me around so any time I touched another person, even if I merely accidentally brushed their shoulder in a bustling hallway, he immediately told everyone he could that I was trying to inappropriately touch people by doing things as simple as playing games that were required for physical education or teaching a friend how to slow dance so she could teach her crush/my best friend. 
          
          
          
          He was also probably just mad I wouldn’t be his gf after turning him down for the 100th time so I’m not too mad about it 

You know how artists make the face they’re drawing usually? I was writing a characters physical description and was mimicking the face she was making, and I started smirking too, but I just realized I can’t smirk with the right corner of my mouth, only the left