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افعل الجميل لجماله لالرده فماضاع
عند الناس استقر عند رب العالمين
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أَدْرَكِتْ أَخِيرًا إِنُّ مَاكُو أَحَدْ يِسْتَاهِلْ أَزْعَلْ عَلَيْهِ أَوْ أَوَگِّفْ حَيَاتِي عَلَى مَوْدِهِ، أَنِي عِنْدِي حَيَاة أَكْبَرْ مِنْ هِيچ وَعِنْدِي مُسْتَقْبَلْ وَأَهْدَافْ أَحْلَمْ أُوصَلْهَا، تْعَلَّمِتْ أَحُطّ نَفْسِي أَوَّلْ وَأَهْتَمّ بِدِرَاسْتِي وَأَتْقَرَّبْ مِنْ رَبِّي وَأُحَافِظْ عَلَى صَلَاتِي لِأَنّ هَذِه الأَشْيَاء هِيَّ اللِّي رَاحْ تِبْقَى لِي، وَأَهْلِي هُمَّه الأَمَان الحَقِيقِي اللِّي مَا يِنْعَوَّضُون أَبَد، وَالْيَوْمْ صِرْتْ أَعْرِف إِنُّ أَكُو شَخْصْ يُحِبِّنِي بِصِدْگ وَيُمْكِنْ يِنْتَظِرْنِي بِصَبْر، بَسّ الأَهَمّ أَكُون أَنِي بِخَيْر أَوَّل لِأَنّ نَفْسِي تِسْتَاهِلْ مِنِّي كُلّ هَذَا الاهْتِمَام.
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---يُخْذَلُ الإِنسَانُ مَرَّةً وَيَبْقَى حَذِرًا لِلأَبَد.
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I never expected to fall into this kind of love, a love I carry alone, a feeling that lives inside me without ever reaching you, I love you in silence, afraid that if I speak you will walk away and if I stay quiet I will keep hurting, I watch you from afar, happy for your smile and broken by your sadness as if I am part of your world when in truth I am nothing in it, every word you say stays with me and every small detail grows in my heart while you know nothing about it, I try to convince myself it is just a passing feeling but it is far deeper than that, I am tired of pretending I am okay while I quietly fall apart inside, I never asked you to love me but I wished you could feel me, see the heart that truly loves you, maybe I will always be this way loving you in silence carrying this secret alone, and maybe one day I will learn how to let go or how to live with it without all this pain, but until then I will keep loving you alone.