IMTHEREALKACHING

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY TODAY!!!
          	
          	My mom is purposely ignoring my birthday, in fact, she took away the one gift my partner gave me, so I don't get gifts this year unfortunately.
          	Birthdays mean a lot to me and it really hurts that the person who gave birth to me would ignore the day I was born, it made me think she regretted having me, which she probably does... But I'm staying positive today!!
          	
          	I'm seventeen today!! This is my last year as a kid, next year I'll be able to live freely as an adult, and I still want to enjoy my childhood while I still can, despite my situation with my mother.
          	
          	I had an amazing time with my friends yesterday, I wasn't able to leave the house, but I went live on Instagram to count down till midnight when it changed from the 8th to the 9th, my birthday.
          	My BEST friend @ImBored111111 went live with me to celebrate my birthday, which I'm so incredibly grateful for. I love you sm Charlie, you're my oldest online friend and you've been so supportive of me from day one. I'm so lucky to have you, I feel safe talking with you, which means a lot to someone like me, who lives in an abusive household. You've been an amazing comfort for me.
          	
          	If you've read this far, thank you for listening and I wish you an amazing day today as well!! The day is what you make of it, no matter how bad it seems :)

literallyapinecone

@IMTHEREALKACHING HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY I NEVER CHECK WP BUT I WISH U THE BEST NEXT YEAR!!!!!
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ImBored111111

@IMTHEREALKACHING 
          	  AAA OMG HOW DID I NOT NOTICE THIS-
          	  
          	  OFC POOKSTER!! I LOVE SPENDING TIME WITH YOU AND IF YOU EVER THINK YOU'RE ALONE THEN THAT'S NOT TRUE! >:( 
          	  CUZ IM HERE ^^
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V3RY_C00L_P3RS0N

HAIIII POOKIE<3

IMTHEREALKACHING

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY TODAY!!!
          
          My mom is purposely ignoring my birthday, in fact, she took away the one gift my partner gave me, so I don't get gifts this year unfortunately.
          Birthdays mean a lot to me and it really hurts that the person who gave birth to me would ignore the day I was born, it made me think she regretted having me, which she probably does... But I'm staying positive today!!
          
          I'm seventeen today!! This is my last year as a kid, next year I'll be able to live freely as an adult, and I still want to enjoy my childhood while I still can, despite my situation with my mother.
          
          I had an amazing time with my friends yesterday, I wasn't able to leave the house, but I went live on Instagram to count down till midnight when it changed from the 8th to the 9th, my birthday.
          My BEST friend @ImBored111111 went live with me to celebrate my birthday, which I'm so incredibly grateful for. I love you sm Charlie, you're my oldest online friend and you've been so supportive of me from day one. I'm so lucky to have you, I feel safe talking with you, which means a lot to someone like me, who lives in an abusive household. You've been an amazing comfort for me.
          
          If you've read this far, thank you for listening and I wish you an amazing day today as well!! The day is what you make of it, no matter how bad it seems :)

literallyapinecone

@IMTHEREALKACHING HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY I NEVER CHECK WP BUT I WISH U THE BEST NEXT YEAR!!!!!
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ImBored111111

@IMTHEREALKACHING 
            AAA OMG HOW DID I NOT NOTICE THIS-
            
            OFC POOKSTER!! I LOVE SPENDING TIME WITH YOU AND IF YOU EVER THINK YOU'RE ALONE THEN THAT'S NOT TRUE! >:( 
            CUZ IM HERE ^^
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IMTHEREALKACHING

Guys my mom is going crazy again but this time she had a knife :(
          My sister and I were pushing against our bedroom door so she couldn't come in, and my mom kept stabbing a knife through the cracks of the door and the hole she put into the door. She almost stabbed me in the head but she only nicked my ear so I'm alright.

earth_angel17

@IMTHEREALKACHING good idea, and report back to me (here or on insta) so I know you're okay <3
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IMTHEREALKACHING

@earth_angel17 
            Idk what to do she's never been THIS crazy 
            I'll ask the school counselor about it tomorrow cause I have no idea how to handle this
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earth_angel17

@IMTHEREALKACHING you have to call someone Francis, the police or SOMETHING 
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IMTHEREALKACHING

I just had a choir concert and it was TERRIBLE ToT
          I actually want to die bro it was so bad 

-elliemenop-

@IMTHEREALKACHING 
            
            you can do it pooks i believe in you <33
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IMTHEREALKACHING

@-elliemenop- 
            I'm trying not to crash out lmao
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-elliemenop-

@IMTHEREALKACHING 
            
            aw im sorry that sucks :(
            
            its okay though!! just stay in the mindset that this won't matter it like 5 years
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IMTHEREALKACHING

this message may be offensive
My FAVORITE band just came out with a new album and it's SO FUCKING GOOOOOD!!!!
          
          (go listen to it or I'll cry. It's the album Skeletá by Ghost)

ValerieWinks777

@IMTHEREALKACHING I'll check those out!! Thanks!
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IMTHEREALKACHING

@ValerieWinks777 
            If you like Mary On A Cross, you might also like:
            The Future is a Foreign Land
            Kiss The Go-Goat
            Umbra
            Satanized
            Peacefield
            Lachryma
            Dance Macabre 
            
            (You don't have to listen to them, I just get really excited when people take interest in my favorite things :D)
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ValerieWinks777

@IMTHEREALKACHING I just started listening to them but so far my fav song is Mary On A Cross 
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