Mmmh

I sometimes do think that if I died my family would have it easier cuz my education only costs so much 

And I'm still here. Seonghwa PLEASE 

Any ideas how to bag Seonghwa? 

I've been thinking that as much as I previously understood the saying "you are everyone who you have ever loved", I somehow feel it deeper and deeper this days. It's truly fascinating, even the people you don't wanna cross roads again with are still there, in you, in some form. 

God am I asking for too much? Even if he is not destined with me, at least guarantee me his happiness ? 

So uh any manifestation methods I should know about??

I HEAR JONGHYUNS VOICE IN THE MUSIC YALL IM CRYING 

The ways it's looking maybe I'll write seonghwa ff to get over him ..? Stay tuned...???

I'm so tired from THINKING. 

I just saw Shinee new album concert pics and I'm crying.