IMTaeKai

Seeing your country in distress, protests, people getting beaten up for speaking up, no one to trust and ask help in police or departments who vowed to be righteous and protect you is different type of pain cuz you know you can't do anything to prevent it. I hate feeling this weak. And people still protecting the government and calling people problematic piss me off. At least stfu. Be embarrassed 

IMTaeKai

Seeing your country in distress, protests, people getting beaten up for speaking up, no one to trust and ask help in police or departments who vowed to be righteous and protect you is different type of pain cuz you know you can't do anything to prevent it. I hate feeling this weak. And people still protecting the government and calling people problematic piss me off. At least stfu. Be embarrassed 

IMTaeKai

Missing someone knowing damn well you shouldn't and simply must move on is the worst thing. It's been 9 months. What's done is done. Why does my heart still ache? Is me being loyal when loving people blessing or a curse??? 

IMTaeKai

It's okay hon. Thanks for concern. ❤️
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tokrmy

@IMTaeKai do you want to talk about it?
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IMTaeKai

Happy birthday Torkmy! Wish you all the best hon! I hope you are still here as I couldn't find your acc. Hope all is good 

IMTaeKai

@tokrmy I'm 18, almost 19. I've been here for too long Lmaoo don't worry really. I hope you are doing your best now. Thats what matters. Same hon. I'm glad. 
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tokrmy

@IMTaeKai i turned 16 haha, how old are you again? i am so sorry i broke contact... i wasn't doing my best. but i am glad we are talking now ❤️❤️
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IMTaeKai

@tokrmy I've been well as well! Currently home but my studies start in a month  I'm
            Aging too soon. How old did you turn? 
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IMTaeKai

After  all the deaths, especially suicides around me I feel numb towards the feeling of "death is always there". Sure let it be around me, let it hang around me. At this point I am the one seeking death the moment I get the opportunity, I will beat the death before getting it to me. I will take myself there with my own hands, I just need time. I am only scared to hurt this one person, my mum and thats it. I pray for her to live long as moment she leaves me I am also waving goodbye.