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i love uoure posts Author Sapphire-Chan!

Lol , sorry loves I've been gone for like more then a week! I had corona , and I was toooo sick to write but now dat Im bacc Author-chan will try to Post more often!!

For Days of Ray we hit 1k  ty so much guys ily all soo much, i m literally cryin rn, but again thank you guys!!!

Ima rant for a bit cuz  I m mentally unstable. So like a couple days ago ma parentz got a phone call from ma school saying ur daughter has been cutting n taking pills to numb the pain or sum shit ( idk if i can say dis or not but ima say dis anyway ) . After the call my parents were like ' she's joking ' and started laughing FUCKING LAUGHING! WTF I literally  was crying my fucking eyes out n this bitches started laughing. U know I rlly tried keeping up with my fake relation w/ ma family, but these motherfuckers rlly made me fucking snap. N on the call I was listening to there anwser there like ' we try our best to make her feel comfy' yeah sure honey boo, saying that wearin tight clothes make me look like a cow, always judging every fucking thing I do, putting me thru million extra classes while knowin I m fucking sleep deprived n' making FUN of my insomnia is just soooo comfy. n this bitch is like ' I wonder why she's soo sad' just a fucking day ago u got rid of my fucking sketch books were I put YEARS OF FUCKING EFFORT, u don't let me have friends , I m sleep-deprived, U always have insults ready, n the cherry on this wonderful cake is that I told u that I was fucking depressed 2 fucking years ago, but u just called me a over-dramatic hoe. N' if u think thats ma problem ur wrong. ITS ACTUALLY MYY FUCKING RELIGION! I m a muslim, butttttt a forced muslim. Like I dont have a problem w/ the religion, BUTT like the first thing ur taught is that nobody will give a fuck abt u in the after life , so basiclly my 5 yr-old self knew that not to trust anybody bcuz  they'll abadon u JUST FUCKING GREAT! Then this religion is homophobic , u cant be Bi but as u can tell by ma username I'm not fcking straight. N' ur probably like think abt dating later WELL I CANT cuz in islam ur told that love does not exist , n ma parents said that I be in a forced marrige that THEY APPROVE. But lets just say that love cums later FINE , but I cant even wear clothes I like!!!!!!!