shuichi is my #2

and i don’t want the world to see me,
          because i don’t think that they’d understand.
          
          when everything’s meant to be broken,
          i just want you to know who i am.
          
          i just want you to know who i am.

first day of sophomore year tmr chat i better not experience some sophomore slump or whatever tf it’s called

i think ima come back and actually start writing on here. maybe not fanfics but i want to be an advocate of mental health. im a victim of child neglect, abuse, bullying, betrayal, sexual assault, drug addiction, eating disorders, suicide attempts, self harm, and so much more. i want to share how my brain chemistry has been altered by the way ive been raised and the things ive seen and experienced. i’m already writing so much ideas and getting my stories right. i want people to be seen and heard and that what they’re going through isn’t something to be ashamed of. telling people directly what i went through isn’t easy but maybe writing it  will be more comfortable.
          
          i’ve never been open on here about my mental health because i believed i had to force a happy, jolly, funny sunshine persona to you guys and to everyone i know in real life (literally, just look at my username) but i want to be better. i want to be more open. that’s all so cya

IMA BE A SOPHMOREEE BRO THIS PAGE WAS MY PEAK IN 6TH GRADE IM GETING WAY TOO MF OLD

happy pride month masturbation nation 

MASTURBATION NATION WAKE TF UP IM NO LONGER SINGLE AFTER 15 YEARS. FIFTEEN FUCKING YEARS IT TOOK ME TO GET A BF. FIFTEEN. ALMOST TWO DECADES. 

MASTURBATION NATION WAKE UP IM A MOTHER NOW
          
          I KISSED POOKIE FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER YESTERDAY IM A BIG GIRL NOW

bro has the same username and everything like 3-4 years later 

i turned 15 a few days ago yippee yall fr seen me grown up on here
          
          also i’m taking a massive shit rn guys pray for me

happy new year masturbation nation who’s still alive