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Why did i randomly get lactose intolerance. 
          I'm actually so pissed off , like what the hell
          It's like my body woke up one day and decided It will make me explode the toilet whenever I eat dairy 
          I think I'm expiring Since I'm turning 18 in a few months 
          SEE I'VE BEEN ALIVE FOR THAT LONG 
          WHY DID IT DECIDE TO DO THIS NOW? 
          IM SO DONE WITH THIS SHIT 
          WHY 
          MY FAV FOOD IS MILK BASED
          I ATE AT MY GRANDMAS MY FAV FOOD TODAY 
          NOT EVEN 30 MINS AFTER I DIED
          I LITERALLY DRINK MILK WHENEVER I GET THIRSTY INSTEAD OF DRINKING WATER DONT ASK ME WHY IT FEELS GOOD 
          AT SOME POINT IN THE LAST YEAR I USED TO DRINK 5 GLASSES OF MILK PER DAY BC I GOT ADDICTED TO IT AND MY MOM HAD TO STOP BUYING THE KIND OF MILK I LIKED TO MAKE ME STOP  (YES IM PICKY ABT MILK...)
          WHENEVER I EAT SOMETHING I WANT TO ADD CHEESE TO IT BC IT MAKES EVERYTHING TASTE BETTER 
          MY BREAKFAST EVERYDAY WAS LITERALLY A CUP OF MILK....AND DINNER....AND IN BETWEEN MEALS...
          18 FUCKING YEARS AND IT DECIDES TO DO THIS TO ME
          WHAT IS MY LIFE WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO EAT NOW
          Is this a consequence of my gluttony ...
          i feel when i wrote how much i ate and drank dairy it is kinda screaming it
          damn it..
          maybe I'm gonna delete this in a few hours when i get embarassed its just that its 5 am and I'm tantruming so bad bc I've been up all night bc of ts (as if i sleep anyway but i spent it awake in agony)

Harvey by Alex G makes me sob uncontrollably I literally cannot stop
          I've been playing it on Repeat for 2 days to get immunity and It still makes me cry with my nose running and everything 
          Is this self torture/j

hey queen are you okay?

I'm craving to write another fanfic that's mc is static themed/system/radio idk that type of stuff But i'm having so many ideas lately I'm scared of having a lot of stuff to write sjdasj

OMG, your profile picture is so cuteeeee
          

GUYS I PUBLISHED A NEW STORY 
          IF ANYONE IS CUROUS WHY PROVIDENCE IS TAKING LONGER THAN USUAL;
          ITS BC I LITERALLY CANT BRING MYSELF TO REVIEW AND EDIT THE STUFF I WROTE TO PUBLISH, SORRY
          theyre kind of lazy tho im kinda tired while writing the last few chaps SO SORRY IN ADVANCE 
          
          MY NEW FIC(HONESTLY JUST A CONCEPT):
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/407266631-anodyne-mha-x-oc

Your book inspired me to write my own thank you so much
          
          Also your book is awesome I love it so much

ISTG if one more person adds PROVIDENCE to AIZAWAXREADER reading lists im going to CRASH OUT
          STOOPPPPPPPP EWJDSF;KJAERWDS;LKD[PQWKSPAK;DMXC

AHHHHH GURLLLLL UR BOLK HAS 100K READS NKWSS CONGRtsszs FHFAKAKSKMMMS SINCE TOMORROW IS HOLIDAY I WLL READ ALL THE MASTERPIECE I COULDN READ AHHHHH

I read so much aizawa x reader recently that I can't write dadzawa without constantly raising an eyebrow...ITS SO AWKWARD TO ME HKSDDJFHKJ
          
          also im thinking of changing "uncle Aizawa" to "uncle Shota" bcuz it would make more sense but like that would take 39394 editing also probably gonna re-write the backstory in chapter 12 bcuz it was so vague but im afraid of making everything more repetitive than it already is (sob)