Black Melancholy

"I don't know what's worse: to not know what you are and be happy, or to become what you've always wanted to be, and feel alone."
          
          - Daniel Keyes

"Healing is a process."
          
          - Unknown
          
          
          ((Neue Geschichte zu 90% geplant bereits))

"I don't think it's wrong to not know everything..
          In the end you live and act like you would live forever.
          
          Yet you can't even promise me that you'll stay in front of me tomorrow.
          
          On the same spot. In the same position.
          
          You might as well be gone tonight ...
          
          Maybe try living with caution. If it's one life you have,
          
          Then at least live it in respect to yourself and the people who shall remember you when you're gone..."
          
          "But I suppose... If you would've listened to anything I ever said, you wouldn't have told me to leave your side without any real given reason. Right?"
          
          
          He whispered. Almost not even opening his lips and turning around from her.
          
          After facing her a last time.
          
          -Black

„It's just that I don't want to be somebody's crush. If somebody likes me, I want them to like the real me, not what they think I am. And I don't want them to carry it around inside. I want them to show me, so I can feel it too.“
          
          - Stephen Chbosky
          The Perks of Being a Wallflower
          
          
          (Good book)

„Melancholy is the happiness of being sad.“
          
          - Victor Hugo

„Every man has his secret sorrows which the world knows not; and often times we call a man cold when he is only sad.“
          
          - Henry Wadsworth Longfellow (♪)

„Death is natural.
          It's our reactions
          that are unnatural.“

„When would you regret what you did wrong?“
          
          
          ~ Unknown

„Spoiler, We die in the end.“

„Do I need to write a book about myself to show others how I suffered ?“
          
          ~ ?