INSANERUSSIAN

I died for a while but hhiiiiii I’m not deeeaaddd yetttt... I’m happy though. Stressed cause new humans moved in.. fuckin MINT. Three new humans to be exact. Aged 32, 13, and 10. Lots of huge parties with 30+ people in confined spaces and I don’t have a choice whether to go or not.. fUcKiN MMIIINNTTT. I’ve had panic attacks at every fucking party.. FUCKING MINT MY DUDES. This is sort of me announcing my departure from Wattpad cause I can’t keep up with it so.. bye I guess lol. It’s been a trip.

I died and came back hi hello, I feel like 90% better than I did before. I’m happy (for the most part cause depression’s a bitch) and I’m not alone cause I’ve got a thing that’s been goin for like three months now owo so yes. I’m a lot happier and slightly healthier but still kinda really underweight but IM TRYING!! Anyways.. that’s all really for now. Cya!

Yeet today's the day my dudes. I'm still tired but hey, who isn't? If you are someone who can openly be gay without getting disowned, be the best gay you can be. Anyway, I need sleep but instead I'm watching prop hunt for the millionth time... welp. This is my life now. First chance I get I'm participating in the pride parade. I'm so bored... -_-

So it's pride month my dudes... tomorrow's my day. I'm tired but I wanna draw something for everyday. Gotta catch up cause I've made NO progress. XD

To be honest, things are starting to look up for me and I'm doing better. I don't really feel 100% yet, but who does anyway? I'm kind of happy right now though, so I'll hold on to this and soak up every possible second of it. There are some things I know I can and can't do, and I'm a lot more mature and not as stupid as I once was. But alas, not all is well. I still need to work crap out and figure out what I'm doing with my life. Finals are this week, and I'm not sure if I can handle summer yet. It's gonna be hard without my friends, without the people that care for me and are there for me. But I still try to be happier for the sake of everyone around me. My entire outlook on life has been changed, in both good and bad ways, and I don't know how to feel about it. I don't really know the point of this message, but I guess I'll end it here. Gotta go fix some things about my angsty spur-of-the-moment profile because it's pretty cringy now that I look at it. So, yeah. C'ya. 

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I'm tired and I don't really wanna play DnD but I know I have to... I just want to stay in my room and play video games and watch Markiplier and Jacksepticeye and eghhh I'm just tired. They'll be here in like 20 minutes and I don't know if I can deal with my pervy show-offy friend right now... I just want to be left alone in my room with my kitten... ;-;

I am still depressed but after getting some sleep I feel a bit better about my shitty life... I want to go back to bed but I can't because I've got people coming over to play DnD and agh I need to get things done that I should be doing right now... Welp. See ya...