Just a random reader

Overthink ka na at maging in denial HAHAHAHHAHAHA
          
          I NOTICED SAMUEL LOOKING AT ME OCCASIONALLY PERO EWAN KO BA NYAMET NITONG OVERTHINK. TAS KANINA HABANG NAG R-RANT CLA ANNA NAPANSIN NIA AKO NAKA LEAN SA ARM KO AT NAG SUOT NG JACKET
          TAS TINANONG PAG INAANTOK AKO (joking manner- PERO STILL)
          
          I WANTED TO SLEEP SA PLACE NIA NGL. IT WAS COZY AND TAHIMIK ASF WAAAAAAAAA
          
          Also why did he bring out his photo album bigla bigla??
          Na-intrigued ako so lumapit ako
          Un ba motive nia para lumapit ako?? Highly possible ngl, I think.
          It only worked cuz I just noticed his vibe dun and I played along
          
          Then dba pabalik kami sa house nia nung sinabi na suspended na practice, bumili kami ng ice cream and his snacks
          Kinuha nia ung plastic sakin even tho ang lapit na natin sa place nia
          
          Weird but oks. At least gentleman si kuya bi
          
          Malay ko na. He kyut but no rs for me dawg QJHXUWIJZSYOKONAMAGINGLITHROMANTICDUDEORTAKOTBAAKOMAGCOMMITSARELATIONSHIP??WAAAAAAAAYOKONAAAAAA
          
          Hirap maging pansexual lithromantic

Ako lang ba may hilig sa interactions na goes like this:
          
          Naglalakad ka lng sa sidewalk tas may nakasalubong kang 2 lalaki.
          Biglang sabihin ng isa na "ate, crush ka nia po" tas points sa kaibigan nia
          
          IDK WHY I LOVE THOSE (baka attention seeker pero eme)
          PERO D AKO MAKA COME UP NG SAGOT KAYA UMIKOT NA AKO AT TULOY NA SA DAAN KO WITH A SMILE HAHAHHAHAHA
          
          Sabihin ko sana "ay- bulag ka ata kuya"
          Tas pag tingin ko sa kaibigan nia, ung mata nia ay ung mga asian na asian- SO PARANG NAKA PIKIT SIA OMFG

Going through my library sa wattpad makes me relive the shi I was into
          And the thing is I STILL WANNA READ (some of) 'EM
          
          Going through it kasi I was tryna recall who I was into nun..
          Tas grabe teh. Pa ulit ulit ung characters HAHAHAHAHA dedicated si ate:³

Hirap maniwala na Rindou canonically likes to DJ._.
          I thought more on rock or smt. Like electric guitar
          I CAN'T JAM WITH HIM NA GADDEMNIT.
          
          But his hair color does give off DJ shi vibes ngl;_; (still lab the spoiled bby boi ofc)
          
          [I wanna make T.R headcanons but U can't think of any‍♀️]

I keep finding love songs on my fyp. I'm addicted na gagu.
          Hanep. Eto mga love songs I either recently found or just absolutely love.
          
          Hypothetically [John Michael Howell] (almost all of his songs istg are just <333)
          
          The cutest pair [Regina Song] (found this on tiktok, like I usually do, while ate and I got on the wrong jeep;-; and had to wait for the jeep to go back to trancovile)
          
          I think they call this love [Elliot James Reay] (currently on loop<3)
          
          Silly little love [Riensu]
          
          Sun and moon [Remix by Chezka Sabalza]
          
          Now to the songs that aren't love songs but on loop recently:³
          
          Billie Eilish. Ulol. Any song istg. The old ones hit diff rn like Xanny or my boy
          
          Rule the Quiet | Nothing left to lose [Lydia the Bard] (Encanto phase go brrr)
          
          No surprises [Radiohead cover by Lizzy McAlpine]
          
          Because I liked a boy [Sabrina Carpenter] (idk why this is in loop recently. It just is. Cuz yemz.)
          
          Oks. Uhm. Found a live actor edit from tiktok and I like the audio;-; might add that to the list
          
          Out of the roof [Chase Atlantic]
          
          Editor is arjavery on tiktok:³ (posted on 8-28 btw for easier finds)
          
          **imagine listing down songs you're currently obsessed with and no one will even see it‍♀️**

Ngl it's still weird to me that (apparently) Rindou Haitani is canonically a good bf (eka sa tiktok no. 2 best bf from Tenjiku)
          Doesn't mean he's a green flag tho. Would deffo still be toxic (in my opinion)
          
          Anyway-
          Weird na 3 yrs ago, I barely simped for any of the characters in Tokyo Revengers. As in- I was forcing myself to like some of their traits. Big or small. I was like "oh.. ang kyut ng hair streaks ni Kazutora...... do I like him na ba o ano?"
          3 yrs later. NYETA. BAT HALOS LAHAT NAGING GWAPO SAKEN???
          But some still aren't my type:// (like Hanma or Baji)
          PATI UNG LIVE ACTION ACTORS NILA. QHJXJEJXJ
          CLA KAZUTORA, MISTUYA, AND CHIFUYU. WAAAAAAAAA KUDOS SA MGA EDITORS EDITING THE T.R ACTORS<333333
          
          Now I wanna see Rindou's actor;-; (idk where to watch the live other than fb. I'm not going back to that hole dude. I legit stopped AOT cuz I watched it on fb back then and thought there was an ep 13 in ss 2. Gave up searching and lost ALL motivation on continuing it. Nung pandemic pa un.)

Rui headcanons cuz I'm bored and I just woke up. Saw a few Rui appreciation posts on tumblr too:DD
          (https://www.tumblr.com/romaritimeharbor/756391250856411136/no-but-i-hated-rui-at-first-but-then-they-had-to?source=share)
          
          
          Rui is most definitely touch starved and maladaptive daydreams about a better family.
          
          I can see him accidentally cutting himself whenever he's spacing off while he's olaying with the web strings in his hand. He's lowkey upset(?)/mad at his 'mom' for not caring like a mother should and isn't afraid to tell his 'mom' about it.
          
          Other than being touch starved, he likes quality times as well. Maybe more than physical touch.

Random cute headcanons I made up while doing the dishes earlier.
          
          -Iguro gives Mitsuri a bouquet of edible flowers and tells her that she should give them a try on making tea out of it instead of having them as decor that will eventually wilter:³
          
          -Shinobu has extra herbs that she turned into bookmarks
          
          -Muichiro lets Rengoku finish his leftovers.
          
          -Daki/Ume was the type to mess around with makeup when she was younger and whenever she could get her hands on it. Very ecstatic when she had her own when she was human:> would often judge other Oiran's makeup.
          
          -Tomioka maladaptive daydreams.
          
          -Tomioka would also give out thoughtful gifts, considering he is a canonically thoughtful person^^

I'm back and into wattpad HWHAHAHHAHA
          BABALIK NANAMAN SA YANDERE PHASE KO GAGU

ulol- i forgot abt this acc ngl._..