IShipGrethan

Hi all, this is the owner of the IShipGrethan account. I haven't been on here in at least a year, sorry. Anyways, I'm sorry if you've DMd me, I just haven't checked, sorry. 've kinda grown and matured enough to not really care much about this anymore. Thank you all for your patience 

I don't wanna live here anymore.

Loneliness is killing me~ 

I'm being a "Covid police" with my friend and I kinda feel guilty.
               If you wear a mask, that's fine, I just don't think it works against Covid unless it's an M95 mask because Covid is smaller than water droplets. If you get the shot(s), that's wonderful as it'll build your immunity. If not, that's okay as it's your body (ya just can't go anywhere and can't complain if you get Covid really bad and can't recover). But if you're sick? Haha, bish idc the excuse or what you think it is. You are getting your a** tested for Covid and other viruses, and gonna quarantine your butt until the results are back.
               A bunch of ppl who went to this church camp got sick there, and yay they all have Covid. My friend is sick now, but refuses to go to Urgent Care or get tested saying she'll only go if she needs and bOI is it stressing me out--
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          I have so many issues with the church camp for not sending the kids home, even if their parents are half way across the US, not testing for Covid ahead of camp, not checking for symptoms daily, not having sick kids quarantine who couldn't go home, and not having stricter regulations. I'm also having issues with my friend not testing. YOU COULD INFECT OTHER PPL WHO COULD GET SERIOUSLY SICK FROM IT THE HE--
          Istg idk how I can go back to work happily after this, when my break is over. Sorry babe, I love ya, but what you're doing is not okay :D

One guard practice: *almost in tears bc I can't get it*
          Another guard practice: *had it marked on my phone calendar but it wasn't on the paper calendar so I got big mad and threatened to quit*
          Another guard practice: hey this isn't so bad
          Me today: I JUST WANNA KEEP TO MY ACADEMICS AND STUDIES NOT DO THIS WHICH JS GONNA MAKE ME FEEL BURNT OUT AND MAKE MY GRADES DROP!
          
          Sooo yeah I think I'm gonna drop it after this semester or year. All I wanna do is learn Korean, keep my grades up, and make good paychecks for when I move out.

Thank you Yeonbin in being my comfort ship after my painful IUD procedure, helping me get through the painful night until I was able to sleep.
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          YOOOO I rarely use Weverse (like once a month or less), but should I post that on there?

Aish. I got an IUD today. The medicine I took to help didn't kick in until an hour after the procedure. And so between that, sleep deprivation, and trying to avoid the pain, I've slept 6 hours today, which is how much sleep I got last night. Hahaha. Istg the first 3 & 1/2 hour nap was such deep sleep that when I woke up, I thought it was Saturday (tomorrow). Just wanted ta share with y'all'z.

Uhhhh yeah just wanted to say I've come out as genderfluid, which makes me pansexual, haha. 
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          LOOOOOOONELYYYYYY, I'M SO LOOOOOONELYYYYY~
          Y'all'z I'm tired and bored and have no idea what to do for entertainment bc it's too late at night to excercise please excuse me (^～^;)ゞ

Me hearing ppl take vocal lessons and have horrible pitch but then 10 minutes later go as high as a dolphin and sound perfectly in tune like dayum I'd call that selective hearing but hey. They're an alto that can't sing in tune but a Soprano that sings perfectly higher than most Sopranos X^D

Ighty yallz I'mma finna head to ma other account okay baiiii