ISimpAsACopingMechanism

oh....OHHHH those new magazine pictures.... FUUUCKKK IM NUTTING ALL OVER MY SCREEN OUHGHGGH

HELP I JUST SAW MY TOXIC EX FROM A WHILE AGO AND SHE GOT A SPRAY TAN AND SHES TRUMP ORANGE LMFAOO

remembered Excelsis and started crying again MF I DIDNT EVEN LISTEN TO IT AGAIN WHYYY

I THINK SHE FOUND MY FANFICTION STUFF TOO LMFAO SHES GONNA KILL MEEEE
          SHE ALSO FOUND OUT I DREW NSFW OF MY OCS SHASDFSDGF IM LOSING IT

MOM FOUND OUT I HAD COPIA PORN ON MY PHONE LMFAAOOOOOOOO
          IDGAF THOUGH THIS SHIT IS FUNNY AS FUCK

LMFAO NEW CHAPTER AND NEW YOUTUBE LAYOUT CHAT CHECK THAT OUT ITS SO FUCKING FUNNY I LOVE HIM

113 days clean and 113 days until my ritual!! yahoo!!

LMAO THERES PORN BOTS HERE??? I JUST GOT FOLLOWED BY 2 (and instantly blocked them, no i will NOT see you naked in video chat)

OH MY GOD HES COMING HES FINALLY COMING I WOKE UP AT 230ISH AM HERE (ITS 254 RN) AND ALMOST PISSED MYSELF SINCE I SAW THE SMOKE ON THE BILLBOARD STREAM CAUSE I FELL ASLEEP TO IT AGAIN
          AND NOW I CANT FALL BACK TO SLEEP CAUSE IM TOO EXCITED FOR THE SATANIZED SINGLE **AND** THE ALBUM THAT BASED OFF THE GIF ALONE IS GONNA HAVE SICK ARTWORK ASJDFHKJHGSDFGHH ALSO I THINK WE WERE RIGHT ON THE HALF MASK THING (IN THE GIF) AND THE THREE SCREENSHOTS OF IT HAVE 2 BEING LIKE TV STATIC OR ***SPARKLES??*** SO IM ******SO FUCKING EXCITED******

well im single again as of last night :/
          
          we ended on good terms but im still messed up ab it cause a rly toxic relationship (the one before this one) lasted 2 months longer, almost to the day since it ended just around the same time (legit right after my bday too the damn universe must fucking hate me)