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Today I thought about confessing to her, I wanted her answer , I wanted something that would please me or kill me , Last night was long and I was thinking about what I should do and today was far from me but it arrived. I was steadfast, aware of what I would say to her, but my insides were scattered only when I saw her and how the skirt hugged her thighs. How did she have the right to do that and I didn’t? The desire to run away ran through me but I didn’t back down. Her look, her smile and then her surprise that came as I approached her. It was like a suffocation with every step she took ,my words trembled when I said that, It was as sweet as the sweetness of her response, my girlfriend .

Today, after I said that nothing will affect me this time , and after I said that I have overcome everything related to her , it was all destroyed in a moment when her eyes closed mine and she smiled warmly , My knowledge was suddenly lost and I forgot who I am and why I am here .. I just wanted to go to her and say what magic did you cast on me? I wanted to do something bad to her. I could only retreat from the world and return to myself to love her It was bitter, but I love it . I do not regret loving her, but I hate that tomorrow she will hate me and then she will smile as if she is not the same .. It is like offering me her hand to straighten up and then she moves away and hits my feet to make me fall .

@_venuslabeaute_
            أجمَل من يتفـق.

@IVSALINE- 
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It worries me that I love her even though she is the cause of all this pain and I still cling to her, is this perhaps an obsession? Damn shut up I am not obsessed she is like a disease eating away at my mind !.

Last night I passed by two lovers . .
            It was nice to see their hands intertwined, but it was bad to see that they were not hearts intertwined .

u are poisonous . . but attractive in a way that exhausts me ، I wished I would die quickly but u are killing me very slowly, like a snake that kills its lover so that no one else can have it, but u did not even look at me and this is unfortunate .

فرِيدة مِن نوعِـها عن غَيرهَـا .

- زَهـرَة زَنبَـقِ الـوَادي .