I'm a sensitive bitch baby, this is lovely indeed, wish I could get over my insecurities and allow my girlfriend to have a healthy relationship. I always feel like I'm guilt tripping her. I'm trying to keep certain things in because we already dealt with them. Im probably just jealous of certain someone, im afraid she would leave me to actually have a better relationship. She's not like that but.. there's doubt there ig. I just dont know why she chose me, I maybe look pleasing to the damn eye, even though I hate myself for that (always looks for compliments, stupid right ?).. wish I could get complimented more by her. That'd be cool. I've already wrote a whole damn paragraph out but I backed out.
Wish I could be secure. I hate myself for doubting them..just, you never really know. I..don't know anymore. I always feel like an attention hog, probs am.
Lookkkkk haha im being a damn fish looking for compliments...
Nom i guess, really got caught by the hook